he is beautiful inside and out
i'm sitting here thinking about my future. my future with bobby, school, my friends, everything. i guess its harder to focus on one thing when there is always something else pushing in the way. i guess the feelings in my life right now concist of only bobby and my friends. school to me has lost any importance and i know that i need it but i hate the feeling i get every single time i go. the only part of school that i do like is my lunch period and fourth period. minus the whole shaun part but thats something i cant get rid of. whatever. but yeah. i have no idea. i hate living here with my mom, its so annoying and i cant do anything at all. shit, i give up.