Aug 02, 2005 22:49
Well today went.. well? Yea. well. It went well. Except for the whole mom calling me crying. And the fact that my sister might have an abortion. And that i'm in a relationship with someone I just want to be friends with. But other than that, everything is just peachy. All fine and dandy. Yup.. I have cheerleading camp tomorrow at 9:30.. And guess what? I'm going to do everything in my power to make it so neither me, my mom, or my sister wake up in time for it. That way, I cant get in, AND they'll HAVE to kick me off the squad. It is, afterall, procedure. But yea.. other than that.. I have nothing really to say. If I miss it, then i'll have nothing to do for the next like 3/4 days. No work. No camp. No nothing. how much fun! :| lots.. I've been working at Dairy Queen for.. what.. 3 weeks now? And already i've been threatened to be beat up, and i'm hated by 3 people. Well aren't I just the MOST likable person? Pfft. Maybe theres something about me that I just need to change. I dont know. Andd.. my cat just ran into the window.. how smart of him.. And now i'm contemplating whether or not I should break up with my boyfriend.. I mean, I dont even think it even counts as a relationship. Have we ever talked on the phone even though he has my number? Nope. Have I ever just looked at him in that "special way"? Nope. Has he ever just smiled at me, for no reason? Nope. Do we count as bf and gf? Ha. Nope. I dont want to sound heartless, but seriously. This is NOT a relationship that should last. For BOTH of our sakes. He'll find someone better in no time, i'm sure. I just hope he doesnt take this personally.. I just want to be his friend. Anyways, i'm drained of all energy. I could use one of those Monster energy drinks that sami is hooked on. See ya. Peace.