Jun 12, 2009 17:39
It's funny how quickly you get used to small town life. Less than 100 people live in Arrow Rock (hell, less that 50 people), and for the first week I thought I was going to die from the culture shock.
"What do you MEAN, I don't get cell phone service?!"
"What do you MEAN, the closest drugstore is 20 minutes away?!"
"What do you MEAN, we do all our shopping at Wal-Mart?!"
I know (from the life experience which the Big Cities have given me) that Wal-Mart is evil. It is a godless empire designed to crush local businesses and bring the people to its knees. But now, from the perspective of small town America, I see that Wal-Mart is actually sort of a blessing. For God's sake, it's the only thing here.
Arrow Rock is so beautiful - it's the idyllic little town that just screams, "photo op!" And the theatre is wonderful - I've never been anywhere where the matinee audiences are better than the evening ones.
Last night, I got the most amazing view of the stars - I could have stayed out there for an hour, just watching them turn. Sometimes it's nice to feel so small.
I'm getting a little less homesick for St. Louis everyday, but I'm beginning to miss Atlanta very much. Summer just doesn't feel right unless I'm in the South, I guess. If I were there, I'd be cursing the humidity and ruing the sun - but I'd be doing it with a chicken sandwich from Chick-fil-a in my hand, and that would ease the pain.
This time last year, I was at AWP. The year before, I was at Stone Mountain - both outrageously familiar places, places I love. Now, I'm in the Missouri wilderness - totally uncharted territory for this Crawley girl. How bizarre, that I have not been home since January; how nice, that I am old enough to strike out on my own.
I feel so alive today.