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Recent Happenings:
1. switched to summer hours at the store. then almost missed my first night. was asked, "were you actually working?" before close.
2. pulled fenceposts this morning with brother's help. was stopped by five (5) people who had seen me doing it.
3. didn't talk to the girl all day; usually a big deal. called after work, not a big deal to her this time. confused, much? sure. a little upset? see: #4.
4. working at the college tomorrow. last day there. still fixing bad filing due to poor instruction (still my fault, although I only followed directions given). brother will come along.
5. notified of arrival of camp horses today. can't go see them until friday. hoping for a stress reliever, will probably clean tack and spend time with them. interested to see new fencing, hear what Beth's first impressions are.
6. saw someone i know at a restaurant while out to lunch with a friend, didn't go say hello - didn't want to, felt like I'd be intruding. subsequent shitty facebook message was unappreciated; responding with shitty eljay message in kind.
7. Lauren's birthday :) couldn't get her, but left a message and will call her back.
8. basically making shit up now cause i like numbers, but there was a rainstorm this morning that scared me last night (first time i can remember being afraid of thunder? but i always have nightmares after sleeping with someone) and cleared up by noon and this evening is lovely with stars and moon and really i want summer back, i'm tired of working and bullshitting around for other people. i don't like being this busy. but i know i wouldn't be happy with immediate response or instant gratification either. argh, can't win.
9. Re: "argh" - saw Pirates movie, the third one. wasn't too bad, for a three hour movie.
oh, and i got eleven hours of sleep last night. which is the first and last time that's happened since.. who knows.
just.. who knows.
1. switched to summer hours at the store. then almost missed my first night. was asked, "were you actually working?" before close.
2. pulled fenceposts this morning with brother's help. was stopped by five (5) people who had seen me doing it.
3. didn't talk to the girl all day; usually a big deal. called after work, not a big deal to her this time. confused, much? sure. a little upset? see: #4.
4. working at the college tomorrow. last day there. still fixing bad filing due to poor instruction (still my fault, although I only followed directions given). brother will come along.
5. notified of arrival of camp horses today. can't go see them until friday. hoping for a stress reliever, will probably clean tack and spend time with them. interested to see new fencing, hear what Beth's first impressions are.
6. saw someone i know at a restaurant while out to lunch with a friend, didn't go say hello - didn't want to, felt like I'd be intruding. subsequent shitty facebook message was unappreciated; responding with shitty eljay message in kind.
7. Lauren's birthday :) couldn't get her, but left a message and will call her back.
8. basically making shit up now cause i like numbers, but there was a rainstorm this morning that scared me last night (first time i can remember being afraid of thunder? but i always have nightmares after sleeping with someone) and cleared up by noon and this evening is lovely with stars and moon and really i want summer back, i'm tired of working and bullshitting around for other people. i don't like being this busy. but i know i wouldn't be happy with immediate response or instant gratification either. argh, can't win.
9. Re: "argh" - saw Pirates movie, the third one. wasn't too bad, for a three hour movie.
oh, and i got eleven hours of sleep last night. which is the first and last time that's happened since.. who knows.
just.. who knows.