lol its crazy
me and caroline are obsessive freaks lol its sad yet funny its just that when ever we go out with ryan its all sunshine and rainbows then when the nights over o fuck there goes the sunshine and the rainbows so i guess ryan caroline and i will have to do something together to make up for this stupid sadness we have or lonelyness it is just getting hard b/c we havent done anything for like every our crew the last time was liek dec/jan so its been so long heats be on had to had that heat part
well i guess i should speak for myself about ryan and not for caroline but i guess she feels the same way its been so damn hard like all of us have been split apart gone our own ways or just have become complete idiots and ignore the other people that we went to school with (lol only went to saint james for a year but it has seemed longer lmao)
ok back to my drama
its been a shitty month i have had all shitty days so far except when mr b spazzed on terry its just so hard to impress other people like the people at work mys tupid boss so from now on the only people i am going ot impress is no one its just so damn stupid you try so hard to be accepted to a new group of people and it just doesnt work like i sit with the see annas lunch room map peekskill girls but comeon i should sit with people i know or at least a co-ed table
its just been hard at home school and work i just cant wait till cancuan may 14-21 its gunna be great no sam no drama no work no nothing just me my sandals my swimsuit and my sun glasses on the beach and thats it NO ONE WILL FUCK UP THAT VACA AND IF YOU DO YOU WILL SEE MY SANDAL DOWN YOUR THROAT got me?????
ok phew lol for some reason when ever i see those orange girls i feel so much better then myself prolly b/c i know there like burnt fucking toast but its crazy looking at them so they rlly just make my day
PUMP UP THE JAM PUMP IT UP A LITTLE MORE
Ok same thign over again life is just dull boring and sucky
These are the top 3 items of my want list
My versace belt
a 2000 dollar shopping spree in armani or neiman marcus
a studed sidekick 2
i rlly dont need them its just one of the 3 things i want rlly bad so if any one wants to buy my belt i would want to bare there children and i will be your slave
The belt looks like
http://www.raffaello-network.com/raffties/detail.php?itemid=36143&rangeid=207 thats the one but there is an other one i saw in the store bbl