Extremely long winded update that I don't feel like LJ cutting... so have a crappy day and I hope yo
ur internet crashes.
Very busy lately, but lots of badass shit has happened also. Paid my insurance, got my tax refunds, had a couple of new experiences which were pretty badass. Good times with good people on most, if not all, of my adventures over the last month or so. St. Patrick's Day was friggin excellent. Went to class all day with Ben. Left class with him and went to Pat's. Chilled there for a few hours before Pat split for work. Then his truck blew up four driveways from his house, which was gay, as Ben and I had to push the bitch into a nearby parking lot. Then proceeded to head to Ben's place where we chilled for another hour. We both then headed to work, which turned out to be way easy and really quite enjoyable and I was happy to get to party when I got out. Got tanked that night, and some other cool shit happened too. Up early on Friday with a bit of a hangover and went and paid off the hall for March 25th, upon which time friggin' Dead To Fall will be playing for us. Me = Super excited and happy. I can't wait. I swear to god, everyone needs to come out, and bring friends who want to bring friends. Enjoy some amazing metal music and support our efforts to continue putting on such shows. Saturday was easy as piss at work. That night is a little hazy, though. Today I woke up and headed home, got food, and then Troy called me. I then headed out to Bridgeport where we hooked up my cd player finally, after taking a journey into town. Ben came out to BP after work and helped us. We almost took the ENTIRE dash off in an effort to get the front speakers in, before we realized that the screens popped off. GMC is amazing at hiding that fact. I bought some top of the line Pioneer 4"x6"s and 6 1/2"s, and they sound tits. We are gonna wire up my amp and subs next week, so my vehicle will be loud as shit once more. Came home around 11ish. Decided to test a theory I had tonight. It's looking like I was right, too. And this means tomorrow will be a very good day. I'm very much so looking forward to it.
I am in an incredibly good mood right now for some reason. Sitting in the dark with candles burning around me. And I'm thankful that things are finally starting to head in the right direction again. This usually means that shit is about to be blown apart and erupt in chaos of all manners, as usually happens when things are going right for me. I suppose we will see what happens. At this point I'm tired of worrying about shit that could happen. Perhaps that's why it has been such a good month. I just stopped caring and focused more on the here and now, and actually enjoyed myself more. People change. Times change. Life changes. However, I have also noticed people looking at me differently, almost as if I am a different person, and not the Tyler that they knew. I don't mind it much, I suppose. It doesn't upset me like I thought it once would. I feel like I'm 30 years old some days, and I see people my own age who don't know half of what I do, and are obsessed with things that are the polar opposite of all that should be important to them. These people are slaves to their self-esteem. They look in life's mirror and are too fixated upon the image of themselves staring back to ever notice the beauty of the world in the background, and the wonders that dwell there. I don't hate these people anymore, as I once did. I guess I am just sorry that I will just never get to know some of those people. I bet most of them could be pretty cool if they gave it a try.
After all of this I am still in a good mood, too, surprisingly enough. I wonder if this change I have begun is one that should continue to pursue.
I wonder if, as a hobby, I should start my own religion. As I can obviously preach shit, perhaps it would be a good idea. Maybe if people worshipped me as a prophet, the world would change for the better. I think this is an idea worth pursuing...
Very busy lately, but lots of badass shit has happened also. Paid my insurance, got my tax refunds, had a couple of new experiences which were pretty badass. Good times with good people on most, if not all, of my adventures over the last month or so. St. Patrick's Day was friggin excellent. Went to class all day with Ben. Left class with him and went to Pat's. Chilled there for a few hours before Pat split for work. Then his truck blew up four driveways from his house, which was gay, as Ben and I had to push the bitch into a nearby parking lot. Then proceeded to head to Ben's place where we chilled for another hour. We both then headed to work, which turned out to be way easy and really quite enjoyable and I was happy to get to party when I got out. Got tanked that night, and some other cool shit happened too. Up early on Friday with a bit of a hangover and went and paid off the hall for March 25th, upon which time friggin' Dead To Fall will be playing for us. Me = Super excited and happy. I can't wait. I swear to god, everyone needs to come out, and bring friends who want to bring friends. Enjoy some amazing metal music and support our efforts to continue putting on such shows. Saturday was easy as piss at work. That night is a little hazy, though. Today I woke up and headed home, got food, and then Troy called me. I then headed out to Bridgeport where we hooked up my cd player finally, after taking a journey into town. Ben came out to BP after work and helped us. We almost took the ENTIRE dash off in an effort to get the front speakers in, before we realized that the screens popped off. GMC is amazing at hiding that fact. I bought some top of the line Pioneer 4"x6"s and 6 1/2"s, and they sound tits. We are gonna wire up my amp and subs next week, so my vehicle will be loud as shit once more. Came home around 11ish. Decided to test a theory I had tonight. It's looking like I was right, too. And this means tomorrow will be a very good day. I'm very much so looking forward to it.
I am in an incredibly good mood right now for some reason. Sitting in the dark with candles burning around me. And I'm thankful that things are finally starting to head in the right direction again. This usually means that shit is about to be blown apart and erupt in chaos of all manners, as usually happens when things are going right for me. I suppose we will see what happens. At this point I'm tired of worrying about shit that could happen. Perhaps that's why it has been such a good month. I just stopped caring and focused more on the here and now, and actually enjoyed myself more. People change. Times change. Life changes. However, I have also noticed people looking at me differently, almost as if I am a different person, and not the Tyler that they knew. I don't mind it much, I suppose. It doesn't upset me like I thought it once would. I feel like I'm 30 years old some days, and I see people my own age who don't know half of what I do, and are obsessed with things that are the polar opposite of all that should be important to them. These people are slaves to their self-esteem. They look in life's mirror and are too fixated upon the image of themselves staring back to ever notice the beauty of the world in the background, and the wonders that dwell there. I don't hate these people anymore, as I once did. I guess I am just sorry that I will just never get to know some of those people. I bet most of them could be pretty cool if they gave it a try.
After all of this I am still in a good mood, too, surprisingly enough. I wonder if this change I have begun is one that should continue to pursue.
I wonder if, as a hobby, I should start my own religion. As I can obviously preach shit, perhaps it would be a good idea. Maybe if people worshipped me as a prophet, the world would change for the better. I think this is an idea worth pursuing...