In Retrospect

May 26, 2006 00:31

To begin, I apologize for abandoning you all for so long, I sympathize with your feeling of neglect... I know you all have missed my updates terribly. (Obviously, I exaggerate)

Although it seemed as if life were going to end on many occasion this year in the midst of various dramatic, worrysome, panicked, and otherwise unfavorable events, we've all gotten through it.

I often find myself reviewing various parts of this past year, and enjoying the fact that, when all is said and done I am able to laugh or at least better understand all that happened. I think it's funny sometimes that the decisions we believe to be the right ones to make at a certain time make you get that awkward feeling of "dramatic irony" when you look back on it. SO, now onto a catalouge of events of this year, which will apply to all of you at different times, but will not apply to all of you at the same time:

Ghetto dancing with the Spivey kids
Teaching G(K)nute to dance "modern"
Late night walks to the gas station
Looking at the wicked awesome moon after lying on the lowerschool field
GirlFlirt
Impailing your eye with a lemon, an apple, and more recently, a bag of frozen bread
Putting a banana (among other random things) down your shirt at lunch
You tripping over and cutting your leg so badly you needed stitches on a drain pipe
Rectum Squad
You breaking his computer
Us spitting tea out of a straw at him
Various "AA" meetings with our parents (no, that is NOT alcohol Anonomyous)
IMing you out of the blue one night in tears and you reminding me of "poptarts" which made my day
Singing christmas carols in my vacated house in the middle of AUgust
Getting ready for and going to a dance with you at your intense mansion
Telling you for the 4 billionth time to get out of my life when i really didn't mean it
Reading your diary and discussing it
Dominating your time with incessent questions about the webassign
Relying on you to get me a B in Chem so I could run far, far away from it at the end of the school year
Hearing you sing me to sleep twice when you thought I couldn't hear you
Studying with you two for 13 straight hours for the History exam
ROAST CHICKEN (need I say more?!?!)
The bunny
Flooding your toilet
Watching the three of you fight on his condo roof
"My condo is everywhere"
Realizing that my debate partner had actually been a best friend in disguise
Dropping T in the 1AR!!!! (how could you DO that??)
^^Realizing that that didn't really matter to me
Discovering that you and I kinda liked eachother
Giggles... ohjoy
Phone-videoing us dancing to rap in Richardson
A tomato in a golfcart
The TAB
Frisbee on the parade field
THE HELICOPTERS ON THE PARADE FIELD omg that was SO COOL
Destroying Monica's house
Cleaning Monica's house
CONDOM CASSEROLE
Calling you multiple times in tears knowing that you could technologically treach through and dry them for me
Working till 3 am many times on debate with you
Cutting your hair when you were stoned
Being able to help you through your intense stuff
Writing you like 102479q048 notes in one day
Recieving 209357q923485728903 notes from you in one day
Throwing a muffin at you at lunch and thinking it was the funniest thing ever
Hide and Seek
Tag
Summer Games
Missing you all for like 3 months
The Bonfire at the lake
Bob's
WAFFLE HOUSE
"There's cold stuff coming out of your mouth"
Homecoming: "Asian guys have small dicks"-"would you like some more coke sir?"
Sneaking out... multiple times
Midnight talks and oreos (and milk)
You and evan staying at my house
PIedmont park with a huge frisbee
My Concerts
Realizing that feelings for you won't ever die
Realizing I don't want them to
Running through the middle school sprinklers
convincing you your name was frank
WHEELS
Pictures at the lakehouse
You're fat
You're brown
Our Jerseys at Spring Fling
Discovering Nunnels
Scaring Nunnels
visiting you in the hospital
hearing you were in the wreck
worrying about that
being kicked out of richardson on many an occasion
throwing meat at you
making you be my bitch (be suprised you guys, that one applies to more than Ravi)

But all in all my favorite is by far this:

Coming to understand that the gift of realizing that we all are the best of friends and will always be there for eachother... through insane laughter, heartfelt tears, mispoken angry words, incredible debts, practical jokes, and stress beyond belief... is all that I needed to survive this year of studies, worries, and stresses-- and discovering that the love we all have for eachother is worth everything... to be cliche, it's truly "priceless."

Thanks, therefore, to all of you who have been my support through this year; thank you for your love, patience, understanding, and jokes. Know that words cannot describe to you how precious a spot each of you has in my heart, and that I am forever devoted to each one of you.

I love you.
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