try to forget how it feels
*don't give up on me*
my throat hurts... i dunno why. i know one thing it might be, but let's hope not. i've been working pretty hard on the exercise bike... i need to stay in shape while i'm out. (6-8 weeks... :( ) my mom is in australia... so things are really quiet around here. but i guess it is good to have some alone time. connor is coming over tonight, so that makes me happy. but there's alot going on inside my head about guilt and forgiveness. maybe i could just change schools. and make alana and suz and connor come with. no one else would want to.. but we could be the new kids together.
seeing her in the halls feels like an icicle in the heart. not kidding.
*you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat*
xxx with every wish, i wish your body would be broken again xxx