We're Staring at The Stars, Making Faces at The Clouds
I got up at five this morning for work =( so I'm super tired, but whatever. At eight this morning, I had my break at work and I walked out to my truck to get something. It was cold and raining, I had my hoodie on and I was listening to the saddest song ever, walking in an empty parking lot. It felt like a scene from a movie, ha it was real sad.
I've grown very close to my nephew, Grant. I love that boy so much. I hope that I'm his bestfriend when he gets older. He spent the night with me on Friday and we stayed up until 1:30 playing Guitar Hero; it was the best. He asked me to buy him some boxers because he doesn't have any and he wants some. So after work today, I went over to GAP Kids and bought him so much stuff. I felt bad that I wasn't taking anything for my nieces so I looked over at the girls section, but I freaked out. Honestly, I wouldn't know where to start. I realized that when I'm older and have kids I'm probably not the one that's going to be buying the clothes for the girls. Ha that's real sad, but whatever. Then I started thinking and I really can't wait to have a family. And all you people going "uh, you're gay." You know what, fuck you. Being gay doesn't stop anything. A family is a family and we can have as many kids as we want. Then I thought about when I get married. I want it to be BIG and I want all my friends and my family to be there. (Family being my mom, dad, brother, sister-in-law, sister, brother-in-law, my nieces and my nephews) When I get married, it'll be in Canada and it'll be amazing and the best day of my life. THEN I thought, well I'm gonna need pictures of this special day and there's only ONE person that I want to be doing all the photography. Guess who that is. If you guessed SASHA, then you're absolutely correct. Friend, I better not ever lose contact with you (which I shouldn't be worried about because I know I won't) because you have to take the pictures at my freaking wedding. One, because you're one my best fucking friends in the whole fucking world and two, because I don't trust anyone else! =) Oh and three, because your shit is amazing, but I didn't have to tell you that, duh. I bet you're thinking "why the fuck is she thinking about all this right now?" Yeah, I know it's kinda early but I don't know.. I just felt like telling everyone.
Anyway, I hope everyone had a good weekend. Also, be careful who you tell all your secrets to because honestly, you don't really know who you can trust. And I've had a huge problem with it these past couple of years. Trust is a huge issue for me. I've decided that I'm never going to tell anyone anything ever again. I'm just going to write in my journal (not this one.)
Later, assholes.
I've grown very close to my nephew, Grant. I love that boy so much. I hope that I'm his bestfriend when he gets older. He spent the night with me on Friday and we stayed up until 1:30 playing Guitar Hero; it was the best. He asked me to buy him some boxers because he doesn't have any and he wants some. So after work today, I went over to GAP Kids and bought him so much stuff. I felt bad that I wasn't taking anything for my nieces so I looked over at the girls section, but I freaked out. Honestly, I wouldn't know where to start. I realized that when I'm older and have kids I'm probably not the one that's going to be buying the clothes for the girls. Ha that's real sad, but whatever. Then I started thinking and I really can't wait to have a family. And all you people going "uh, you're gay." You know what, fuck you. Being gay doesn't stop anything. A family is a family and we can have as many kids as we want. Then I thought about when I get married. I want it to be BIG and I want all my friends and my family to be there. (Family being my mom, dad, brother, sister-in-law, sister, brother-in-law, my nieces and my nephews) When I get married, it'll be in Canada and it'll be amazing and the best day of my life. THEN I thought, well I'm gonna need pictures of this special day and there's only ONE person that I want to be doing all the photography. Guess who that is. If you guessed SASHA, then you're absolutely correct. Friend, I better not ever lose contact with you (which I shouldn't be worried about because I know I won't) because you have to take the pictures at my freaking wedding. One, because you're one my best fucking friends in the whole fucking world and two, because I don't trust anyone else! =) Oh and three, because your shit is amazing, but I didn't have to tell you that, duh. I bet you're thinking "why the fuck is she thinking about all this right now?" Yeah, I know it's kinda early but I don't know.. I just felt like telling everyone.
Anyway, I hope everyone had a good weekend. Also, be careful who you tell all your secrets to because honestly, you don't really know who you can trust. And I've had a huge problem with it these past couple of years. Trust is a huge issue for me. I've decided that I'm never going to tell anyone anything ever again. I'm just going to write in my journal (not this one.)
Later, assholes.