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almost 3:30 in the morning, wide awake and nothing to do... i have tried to block most thoughts in my head as they keep me in circles. i'm at a point where i want to do everything and nothing. i'm still upset about losing my job considering they fucked me over, but i know they will get back what they gave. my back is finally starting to feel better since the accident so that makes me happy, maybe i'll have more motivation to do something. i have bills to pay, tattoos to finish, and shows to attend, but no flowing income. that gets old real quick and i do not like the feeling of being unemployed. so i have planned to start the new job hunt this week so we'll see how that goes...