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It's all over but the crying...
As of late things have been very hard for me. I didn't go to practice today for the first time ever. I feel like I should be there, but I can't, I have a migrane...which has kind of reduced itself to a headache...but still hurts. I just couldn't go. I can't win anymore.
Have you ever thought you knew what was going to happen? Have you ever had an idea of how you want it to happen? And then is goes the complete opposite way. The worst way it possibly could. That's been everything as of late. Just everything. Every area of my life seems to be a disaster area that no matter how hard I try stays the way it is. Few things have gotten better. Tough times for a not so tough girl. I've gone through shit, never this bad. Never this much at one time. I don't understand why. Hopefully as Atticus says, " Things will resolve themselves."
Atticus is my favorite character.
"It's not time to worry yet."
or is it?
As of late things have been very hard for me. I didn't go to practice today for the first time ever. I feel like I should be there, but I can't, I have a migrane...which has kind of reduced itself to a headache...but still hurts. I just couldn't go. I can't win anymore.
Have you ever thought you knew what was going to happen? Have you ever had an idea of how you want it to happen? And then is goes the complete opposite way. The worst way it possibly could. That's been everything as of late. Just everything. Every area of my life seems to be a disaster area that no matter how hard I try stays the way it is. Few things have gotten better. Tough times for a not so tough girl. I've gone through shit, never this bad. Never this much at one time. I don't understand why. Hopefully as Atticus says, " Things will resolve themselves."
Atticus is my favorite character.
"It's not time to worry yet."
or is it?