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Another day spent and almost gone.
Mornings? I'm not exactly positive what mornings help you to do. I guess most rationally they help to prepare you for the rest of the day. But other then that are pretty useless. I dislike mornings, mostly because I don't want to drag my feet through another day. No matter how horribly emo that sounds. I don't have a big problem with sounding emo. I know I am, oh well. Of course, I'm not as depressed as I may seem to be from my writing.....I don't think? Maybe my subconscious realizes something far too painful for my mind to realize right now? Maybe there is something I know about that I just can't deal with? It's probable. But not likely. Maybe I am horribly depressed. Or maybe I'm just terribly lonely from lack of phsyical contact with my girlfriend. who knows.
I realized how much emphasis we placed on love the other day, and it's been showing it's head ever since. In the music we listen to, in the hopes we instill in our childrens minds, in the movies we watch, the books we read, the tv shows we watch. Everything. Love is everywhere. How are you supposed to realize love when it rears itself, when we can't get the damn concept out of our head?!
I myself believe that love is not to be thought of. Only realized. Like. You should "think" you love someone, you should know. You should REALIZE you love someone. Love doesn't come from thinking about it, love happens, it does not emerge. It's an epiphany, not a thought process. You know?
I'm gulty of thinking about love still. So yes, I am a hypocrit.
My thought process is far too askew..I probably should NOT have writtrn any of this down, as it will not help to my rationality when I've aged beyond my own comprehenion(sp? oops)
Mornings? I'm not exactly positive what mornings help you to do. I guess most rationally they help to prepare you for the rest of the day. But other then that are pretty useless. I dislike mornings, mostly because I don't want to drag my feet through another day. No matter how horribly emo that sounds. I don't have a big problem with sounding emo. I know I am, oh well. Of course, I'm not as depressed as I may seem to be from my writing.....I don't think? Maybe my subconscious realizes something far too painful for my mind to realize right now? Maybe there is something I know about that I just can't deal with? It's probable. But not likely. Maybe I am horribly depressed. Or maybe I'm just terribly lonely from lack of phsyical contact with my girlfriend. who knows.
I realized how much emphasis we placed on love the other day, and it's been showing it's head ever since. In the music we listen to, in the hopes we instill in our childrens minds, in the movies we watch, the books we read, the tv shows we watch. Everything. Love is everywhere. How are you supposed to realize love when it rears itself, when we can't get the damn concept out of our head?!
I myself believe that love is not to be thought of. Only realized. Like. You should "think" you love someone, you should know. You should REALIZE you love someone. Love doesn't come from thinking about it, love happens, it does not emerge. It's an epiphany, not a thought process. You know?
I'm gulty of thinking about love still. So yes, I am a hypocrit.
My thought process is far too askew..I probably should NOT have writtrn any of this down, as it will not help to my rationality when I've aged beyond my own comprehenion(sp? oops)