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its been a while hasnt it?
well life is great.
i notice i dont need a guy in my life
i mean i have let go of jordan. i really have
all i want from him is our friendship and thats it.
on sunday night was brush arbor, and afterwards
hannah and jordan told us that they are leaving.
they really mean alot to me i love them dearly and as much
as i dont want them to go im gunna half to go.
but i love them to death and i think our youth group is
gunna become strong and pull together and help eachother out.
but when i saw jacob crying sunday i broke bc it hurt enought
when jordan said how faithful i have been and how much he is proud
of me. but i dont know its hard to let someone go that you love.
but i have to look at it like "who am i to tell God NO?!!!" im no one.
so, and im more nervous about who ever this new pastor will be bc im scared to trust someone like i did wiht hannah and jordan bc they know basically EVERYTHING about me. but i know they are only a phone call away.
and i love them DEARLY!! im determined to whoever i marry. that JORDAN CALAB SELF WILL marry me and my husband and hannah will be apart of it some how. but i love them.
anyways i got a job at chic ful a go me.
lol thanks to hannah and jordan and jake
.God Bless.
ooh yea and God has really blessed me with a really good girlfriend named lindsey.. she is just AWESOME!!! and funny i love her to pieces.
umk.
its getting long im out.
love ya.
1 corthinans 15.56
(sorry if i got u sick.)
well life is great.
i notice i dont need a guy in my life
i mean i have let go of jordan. i really have
all i want from him is our friendship and thats it.
on sunday night was brush arbor, and afterwards
hannah and jordan told us that they are leaving.
they really mean alot to me i love them dearly and as much
as i dont want them to go im gunna half to go.
but i love them to death and i think our youth group is
gunna become strong and pull together and help eachother out.
but when i saw jacob crying sunday i broke bc it hurt enought
when jordan said how faithful i have been and how much he is proud
of me. but i dont know its hard to let someone go that you love.
but i have to look at it like "who am i to tell God NO?!!!" im no one.
so, and im more nervous about who ever this new pastor will be bc im scared to trust someone like i did wiht hannah and jordan bc they know basically EVERYTHING about me. but i know they are only a phone call away.
and i love them DEARLY!! im determined to whoever i marry. that JORDAN CALAB SELF WILL marry me and my husband and hannah will be apart of it some how. but i love them.
anyways i got a job at chic ful a go me.
lol thanks to hannah and jordan and jake
.God Bless.
ooh yea and God has really blessed me with a really good girlfriend named lindsey.. she is just AWESOME!!! and funny i love her to pieces.
umk.
its getting long im out.
love ya.
1 corthinans 15.56
(sorry if i got u sick.)