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Lets see. my birthday was yesterday. And it was wonderful. THe best one yet. Although.... one thing made it spectacular. Someone. Yes. asdlfjaf.
Lately. Life was good. Then it got horrible. And now it sucks. I have recently realized that.... I miss someone terribly. Like. I dont know why. Its becasue of yesterday. Something triggered this sadness. A simple comment. Yeah. How weird. myspace. Who knew. haha. But yeah. i miss someone. A lot lot lot lot. I miss your kiss. Everything. I miss your voice the most. I barely talk to you anymore. It hurts so bad. The one thing tho that hurts the most is... I've changed. You would love me now. Not kidding. I'm everything you want. ever could want. I'm so torn in two. I dont know what to do. But another bad thing is. I dont get a chance to show you me. Because... I dont see you. And if I do... you run away. It hurts. but I fake to be okay. Today, I became sick of pretending. I broke down. And barbara knows it. lol. I cried for you. I haent done that in a while. Its overwhelming. I miss you. You dont care. It kills me. Whatever. I've dealt with it. I suppose.
THats all I feel like saying. Because I know you read this. Whatever.
I dont care. Read it. and laugh at me for it. And then never talk to me again.
No. please dont. not that I havent lost you already.
Okay. Sorry guys. I'm just in depressed mode. yeah. whatever. i'll be over in another few months.
UNtil then. I've completely given up on boys. They all screw me over. I'm just done. Fed up. Yeah. okay. thats it.
bye. really.
Lately. Life was good. Then it got horrible. And now it sucks. I have recently realized that.... I miss someone terribly. Like. I dont know why. Its becasue of yesterday. Something triggered this sadness. A simple comment. Yeah. How weird. myspace. Who knew. haha. But yeah. i miss someone. A lot lot lot lot. I miss your kiss. Everything. I miss your voice the most. I barely talk to you anymore. It hurts so bad. The one thing tho that hurts the most is... I've changed. You would love me now. Not kidding. I'm everything you want. ever could want. I'm so torn in two. I dont know what to do. But another bad thing is. I dont get a chance to show you me. Because... I dont see you. And if I do... you run away. It hurts. but I fake to be okay. Today, I became sick of pretending. I broke down. And barbara knows it. lol. I cried for you. I haent done that in a while. Its overwhelming. I miss you. You dont care. It kills me. Whatever. I've dealt with it. I suppose.
THats all I feel like saying. Because I know you read this. Whatever.
I dont care. Read it. and laugh at me for it. And then never talk to me again.
No. please dont. not that I havent lost you already.
Okay. Sorry guys. I'm just in depressed mode. yeah. whatever. i'll be over in another few months.
UNtil then. I've completely given up on boys. They all screw me over. I'm just done. Fed up. Yeah. okay. thats it.
bye. really.