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My day. All of which sucked:
Woke up at 6.
Starbucks was nasty so i threw it away.
Testing.
NO hugs. (later i find out why)
Crying.
School calling ans saying I wasnt there today? Wtf. I was there. lol
Finding out from friends.
Crying.
No boy.
Rejection.
BLAH.
I hate today. with a passion.
Seriously. Whats wrong with me. Am I not pretty. Not funny. Not smart. Not short.... not nice, not WHAT ENOUGH. What is missing. Or...what does she have that I dont. Fuck. Everything I'm guessing. Two sweet rejections in a month and a half. God I love life. NOT. I hate it. Honestyl, me and Barb are going to shove firecrackers up allll lguys butts and blow them all up. Or put them on submarines and use them strictly for mating. We dont know yet. ARGH. Seriously. I hate this. I'm tired of getting my hopes up and getting happy for nothing. I hear she's a slut. Is that what he wants? A quick fuck? Thats not me. Maybe if I kissed him. I'm glad I didnt. Then this would be worse. Cuz I still would not have it. I'm done. I'm through. I'm fed up. Screw you all. And...after this whole "slut" thing doesnt work out. Why would I like him. he coudlnt get his first choicce then gets stuck with me? No. Thats not how I function. Dotn give me false hope. Then avoid me. Fuck you.
I seirously advise any guys...to stay the hell away from me right now. Not kidding. I will blow you up...or put you on a submarine. DIE
Woke up at 6.
Starbucks was nasty so i threw it away.
Testing.
NO hugs. (later i find out why)
Crying.
School calling ans saying I wasnt there today? Wtf. I was there. lol
Finding out from friends.
Crying.
No boy.
Rejection.
BLAH.
I hate today. with a passion.
Seriously. Whats wrong with me. Am I not pretty. Not funny. Not smart. Not short.... not nice, not WHAT ENOUGH. What is missing. Or...what does she have that I dont. Fuck. Everything I'm guessing. Two sweet rejections in a month and a half. God I love life. NOT. I hate it. Honestyl, me and Barb are going to shove firecrackers up allll lguys butts and blow them all up. Or put them on submarines and use them strictly for mating. We dont know yet. ARGH. Seriously. I hate this. I'm tired of getting my hopes up and getting happy for nothing. I hear she's a slut. Is that what he wants? A quick fuck? Thats not me. Maybe if I kissed him. I'm glad I didnt. Then this would be worse. Cuz I still would not have it. I'm done. I'm through. I'm fed up. Screw you all. And...after this whole "slut" thing doesnt work out. Why would I like him. he coudlnt get his first choicce then gets stuck with me? No. Thats not how I function. Dotn give me false hope. Then avoid me. Fuck you.
I seirously advise any guys...to stay the hell away from me right now. Not kidding. I will blow you up...or put you on a submarine. DIE