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Alrighty. So for the last million days my computer has been broken. So basically...Yeah. Now since I have nothing better to do.. I will update you all. Oh joy.
Thursday I hung out with Jessica and Tracy at the mall... and we saw Boogeyman. That movie was okay..except for the freaking ending. HOw lame. Blah. They arent supposed to have happy endings. Retards. But yeah. So I had muchos fun with those two girls.
Friday Did nothing... COMPUTER FREAKING BROKE ...went out to dinner with my family for some random reason.. and then Barbara came over and spent the night and stuff. It was funnn. We watched the Notebook.. and .. had fun. lol. hehe... I laughed a lot. That little girl is funnnay.
Saturday Went to the mall with Barbara... walked around for about 2 1/2 hours... sat in Mall-mart on a swing for like a half hour.. during which we greeted customers and got called "the cute-ass couple on the couch" hahs. ew. haha. Hm...then walked around some more. There were about 2394766985 people there and not ONE SINGLE CUTE BOY? ther is something seriously wrong with that. lol. oh well. Then we went and saw Hitch. Omg I liked that movie. It was really goooood. lol. Except for the strange old people sitting around us. lol. Bunch 'a' weirdos. Then we ran into Sam... but we couldnt stay and talk or anything cuz like.. my dad was already there.... hmm. so yeah... Then we went home and i got bored. blah. good day.
Today Boring. Nothing to say.
So Valentines day is tomorrow... and I wish you were my Valentine. BUt I guess wishing doesnt do anything...
But it's okay cuz Barbara is my Valentine. And I feel oh so very special. She promised me a biggggg kiss. Which I must say I am very excited about. lol.
I still wish I had a boy for V-day. Blah.
So I dont know what to do. Basically... I want you.. But I dont. Things have changed... and I have too.. But part of me wants you. I dont know why. Basically you've lost everything I loved. Yet somehow I want more. Having nothing just doenst seem to be good enough in this case. I'm still thinking about what I want...
On the other hand... I've had dreams about the same boy for the past few nights. I dont know why. I dont like him... I didnt think... but the dreams are good... and I dont know... part of me wants to try it. But half of me is STILL FREAKING STUCK ON THE PAST. I wonder if I do like this boy? This isnt' the first time I've thought about it.. I just havent for a while. Hm... sometimes I think he likes me... But right now I dont know if I want a new boy.
Blah. Sometimes I just want to give up...
p.s. Jessica I'm really excited about Saturday !!!!!! Our boys BETTER FREAKING BE THERE!!!
Hey guess what. 2 months and 9 days til I can get my liscense.
okay. now COMMENT LOVERS!!!!