Down by the bay, where the watermellons grow.

[my_lonely_mind_]

I was so happy. So flippin happy and thne it all fell down. Allow me to explain, two guys like me. For the longest time i've only had to deal with one. Today, that problem was no more. I WAS SO HAPPY! Because I loved him, and I was glad to see him happy finally. It was painfully to see him sad, especially when it was my fault. And then he was happy, and so was I. Then the other guy comes up, later on in the day. I couldn't even keep that happiness for a day! Only a few hours. Why? Life is just that way I guess. Either way, now I must break his heart as well. I don't know if I can. Most people say it gets easier with time, but it just keeps getting harder. I love these two both so very much, and they love me, but in a different way. And in that way, I love another. So its hard, to decide what to do. I have to say no. I know that is for sure. But how?
Tim's get together was fun. I really lost it though. I mean...TREE! lol That was great fun, too bad Blaine wasn't there for that. Oh well. Hmm...well. I guess this is good bye for now. I leave for Florida in the morning. So, hopefully i'll get in a few posts to let you know how it is, but if not then...have a great week everyone and i'll be back on Saturday!