Life, Love, and Why.
Deine Mutter war einen Hamster und deiner Vater riechst von Ho'lunderbeeren.
I'd like to see you try to find a movie better than that one. It's a hard task, really. Well, wot is there for me to say. Well, I've tried three times to update this and say wot i've wanted without anyone knowing really wot i'm talking about, or who at least. I think i'm giving up. This is just so hard. I tried to do the impossible. Let me tell you, maybe you can help?
Well, first, you all know how much I love Nick. Yup, well maybe you didn't know how much I love Blaine as well. So, i've been trying to get the courage to talk to Nick, meanwhile trying to hold on to Blaine. It'd be great to have the best of both worlds, but I can't do that forever. I don't remember where I seen this, but it's the words that have been haunting me:
You can't put a relationship on hold,
It's like a phone call,
Eventually they'll hang up.
So, there is my problem. This is a friends only entry, so if you are reading this, you know to keep it secret. This is the first time i've posted friends only, since I think everything would be better if we could just tell each other our secrets. Still, as long as just one person keeps secrets, it'll never work. So what do I do? I feel like a fool, wanting to run back to Blaine. I know he will take me back as if I had been his all along, but it would never be that easy for me. I think and ponder and decide, he just accepts. I wish I could be like that.I threw away the best thing I had, next to my friends that is. All because I got a little scared. Why can't I just deal with things and try to get through them. No, instead I lose something important and special. He's right, I am stubborn, not in the silly way he sees, but in the way of a nogood. I can't go back on my word, but these tears keep saying I should.
I'd like to see you try to find a movie better than that one. It's a hard task, really. Well, wot is there for me to say. Well, I've tried three times to update this and say wot i've wanted without anyone knowing really wot i'm talking about, or who at least. I think i'm giving up. This is just so hard. I tried to do the impossible. Let me tell you, maybe you can help?
Well, first, you all know how much I love Nick. Yup, well maybe you didn't know how much I love Blaine as well. So, i've been trying to get the courage to talk to Nick, meanwhile trying to hold on to Blaine. It'd be great to have the best of both worlds, but I can't do that forever. I don't remember where I seen this, but it's the words that have been haunting me:
You can't put a relationship on hold,
It's like a phone call,
Eventually they'll hang up.
So, there is my problem. This is a friends only entry, so if you are reading this, you know to keep it secret. This is the first time i've posted friends only, since I think everything would be better if we could just tell each other our secrets. Still, as long as just one person keeps secrets, it'll never work. So what do I do? I feel like a fool, wanting to run back to Blaine. I know he will take me back as if I had been his all along, but it would never be that easy for me. I think and ponder and decide, he just accepts. I wish I could be like that.I threw away the best thing I had, next to my friends that is. All because I got a little scared. Why can't I just deal with things and try to get through them. No, instead I lose something important and special. He's right, I am stubborn, not in the silly way he sees, but in the way of a nogood. I can't go back on my word, but these tears keep saying I should.