Standalone Songfic, just because.....*PG*

Jun 17, 2006 19:37

Do you still remember
How we used to be
Feeling together, believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers
Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ‘ya
We'd only just begun

“Promise me you’ll love me forever” I smiled up at your angelic blue eyes as the soft waves lapped up against us, tide creeping up the beach. You lay over me, lips grazing mine so contented whispering your words of devotion as the sun faded and died behind the sleepy horizon. You caught my lips in a kiss warm like the sand beneath me and encompassing as the sea that broke around us and our secluded heaven. We had so much.

“ I will always love you,” you whispered like the gentle wind through the trees, your hands running through my hair wantonly “always,promise”
The air was humid with a cool docile breeze, we'd close our eyes and listen to nothing, everything was so tangible. It was almost as perfect as you, darling. Our bodies pressed, my arms around your neck in sweet rapture, right then and there you made love to me…

…..Hasta Manana,
Always be mine….

Right there and then, we were forever. Nothing else existed beyond you, you were my all and anything away from you lost all importance. Just like a pretty secret where you were for me and I was for you. Yes, on that beach all those years ago,we were forever.

Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one

“ Why do you have to go? Why..” I remember crying into your chest as you were dragged away from our summer haven the next year.
“Because I have to baby, I don’t want to leave, but..” you sighed almost annoyed. I wanted to beat you down and make you see that I was more important than your work. We were more important than anything. I could never have hurt you,ever. That didn’t make it better though, not as I watched you leave from our beach as the sunset and broke the light across the darkened waters when you took a boat to god knows where.If kisses wouldn't make you stay, then tears couldn't bring you back either.

Yes I still remember,
Every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I'd heard
Slipping through our fingers,
Like the sands of time
Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind

As you got more well known you wouldn’t come back to our beach as often, maybe once a year, just for a few days. I remember lying where we had so many years ago in the sand at night, the cold sea breaking all over me like the arguments that we had down the phone,wine in hand and tears down my pale face. Yet the whole time I still loved you..

…..Hasta Manana,
Always be mine….
Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one

I can’t believe it came to that. You flew down one summer and surprised me with your presence on our beach, you kissed me in the sea again and everything felt like forever. But forever is a very long time. It wasn’t until the day you had to leave you told me.
“ I just don’t feel the same way about you anymore, Ville” you murmured standing on sand in that place of our beach “I’m sorry”
I’d never cried so hard as I did that night, alone and freezing in the sand, the waves shattering against my pale skin, my hands gripping the wet sand in the moonlight trying to feel any remnants of you.

…..Hasta Manana,
Always be mine….
Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one

Back home in the squalid apartment I’d haunted for too long I still think about what happened years on. When I went out in the icy weather of the streets all I thought about was our beach, our sunset, our sand. That wasn’t anything like it is now. You made me promise you on all the good times we’d had that I wouldn’t tell the press about us. I think I owed you that much, so I kept it. You hurt me so much, sweetheart.

Back where I belong now,
Was it just a dream
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold
And the secret's safe with me

…Hasta Manana,
Always be mine….

...I thought we were forever, but forever is a very long time.
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