Aug 29, 2007 18:09
I'm extremely tired. I have no idea why.
And I need some advice.
I just started playing piano at this church, but I think it might be too much. Yeah it pays pretty well (though they haven't paid me yet...) It's about $20 an hour for about a 2 hour rehearsal on Wednesday and 2 hour service Sunday. BUT! the pieces are challenging sometimes and I need to put in a lot of work to get them to run smoothly. Plus I have 7 new songs every week- 4 of which I have to choose. By myself. It's scary.
What should I do? Call it quits? On top of that, I have marching band, flute all-state auditions coming up, scholarships to do, 3 AICE classes and 7 AICE tests to take this year, applications to fill out, and I need to get a job so I can have gas money and stuff.
I feel bad not being able to hold my commitment to the church but I need to do what's best for me, right?
Oh bother. I just don't know.