WHOW! long time ey?
well, Im pretty sure nobodys guna read this cept for Joey and Maybe shyane...LoL so whatever its Friday-almost 9...Joey had to go to his dadz )= Im so lonely! I miss him soo much!! I hate to be without him...I jus alweys feel...soo... sad...his step bitch is litteraly alweys bitching at him! and his dad is a complete asshole, why the fuck cant they ever say one nice fuckin thing about him!?! I didnt think it was possible for ppl to be so fucked up...too his dad nd step bitch im known as "the girl" Im in the way! hes alweys with me...bla bla bla...but ever since hes been with me, his grades have been going up just fine! how am IM THE ONE GETTIN IN THE DAMM WAY!?!? maybe its all the fuckin stress that bitch causes!?! but no no, blame it on "the girl". nobody eles in his family feelz that way about me! but yet they tell joey they wana meet me when that cant even remember my fuckin name!?!?!? HOW FUCKIN HARD IS IT TO REMEMBER!?!C-H-A-N-T-E-L-L-E. fuck them and especially fuck her, I am not going down there! when Joey turnz 18 in 1 yr 2 monthz...yeh i will go down there for the day er whatever, shes jus lookin to find bad shit about me, so she can gossip..??? GET A FUCKIN LIFE AND STOP TRYIN TO RUIN JOEYZ! I cant wait till im out of skool, out of my house and on my own with joey, its guna be so great! i love joey soo much! i love being with him, around him! hugging him, cuddling with him...I look at him and I duno, I jus cant explain my feelingz for him...things that I love about him run threw my mind, constantly...all I want...is to be with him...without ANYBODY havin any say so in what we want, or do, ANYTHING!...thats jus not possible till 18 hitz...