A side of me none a yall aint ever seen.
SO when I am content, and happy, I am happy. But when someone pisses me off. I am like my Dad. Of course, eventually I forgive, but for a while, I am a resentful, evil bitch.
I want to fucking cuss out Michael right now. How could he be so selfish? He fucking hangs all over me the whole evening, then kisses me, and Ika's Mom ocmes in. I am the one who took ALL THE BLAME for EVERYTHING. I am the one who had to talk things out with Jessica's Mom. He fuckin had no balls to walk up to the woman and explain himself or try to alleviate the situation. Not only fuckin that, but today, does he actually speak to me about shit. NO. He goes through Jessica. NOT even the balls to say he doesn't like to my face. Michael has no balls. He is a fuckin pussy. He needs to grow up and take fucking responsability fir the shit he does. He has lead me on like what...twice now? And what happens? No one looks at him any different, but I end up seeming like some desperate/horny girl who people can just walk all over. FUCK NO. Here, I am the one who will always be loked at differently by Jessica's parents, because he had the nerve to kiss me. And then he has the nerve to say I came on to him. Yes. I admit the 2nd, the 3rd, and the 5th time we kissed I was the instigator, but the first time was all him. He refuses to admit that.
BULLSHIT. I end up being punished in a various amount of ways, and him? Nothing. And on top of it all, I am not even taking all this shit for a reason. FUCKING BULL!!!! I wanna fucking slap him across his basset hound-esque face and yell all of that in his face. If he didn't like me, he shouldn't have been hanging all over me the whole time. He as NO EXCUSE.
No one seems to be taking my side though. Everyone's like, well, then don't make out with guys who aren't already your bf or thats what you get for acting like a ho. Next time I see him, he better get on his fucking knees and apologize. No, he better fucking grovel. Not that he cares, cuz he's not even my friend normally. lol. And he has the nerve to tell Jessica to tell me not to be mad, and to still talk to him. Shit. My fuckin ass I'll talk to him. He'll be lucky if I don't give him dirty looks and flip him off whenever I see him.
This one girl on the track team is like, well thats what happens with hook ups. They don't mean anything. Well here's the thing: I don't do hook ups. I have some self respect. I should have slapped him when he kissed me, but I thought he liked me cuz of the way he was acting, so I didn't. OOOHHHH. breath cathy, breath. Some girls do shit like that, but they are being used. They get nothing out of making out with some piece of shit that doesn't like them, except humilitation. He makes me feel like one of those worthless girls with no sense of self worth. WHat a fucking asshole.
I wonder when I will get over being mad. I really don't know. I do know that next time I see that SOB I am gonna fucking bitch slap his ass across the face and give him an earful. Imma prove to him I am half hispanic. Its the half he ain't never seen. lol. My ghetto side. I know your like HA. but seriously, it doesn't come out unless I am mad as fucking hell. Thats the thing, we latinos take no bs. And thats what this all is. A load of shit.
I think I am gonna stay mad until I get to actually talk to him. Only that might not happen because he is probably gonna avoid me cuz he is a coward little shit. If he had any balls, he would talk to me. He obviously is just a really ugly girl. That makes me feel liek a dike now. I kissed the ugliest woman on the planet Friday. Go me.
Pray for Michael, he's gonna need all the help he can get when he sees me.
kisses,
I miss you,
Cathy
I want to fucking cuss out Michael right now. How could he be so selfish? He fucking hangs all over me the whole evening, then kisses me, and Ika's Mom ocmes in. I am the one who took ALL THE BLAME for EVERYTHING. I am the one who had to talk things out with Jessica's Mom. He fuckin had no balls to walk up to the woman and explain himself or try to alleviate the situation. Not only fuckin that, but today, does he actually speak to me about shit. NO. He goes through Jessica. NOT even the balls to say he doesn't like to my face. Michael has no balls. He is a fuckin pussy. He needs to grow up and take fucking responsability fir the shit he does. He has lead me on like what...twice now? And what happens? No one looks at him any different, but I end up seeming like some desperate/horny girl who people can just walk all over. FUCK NO. Here, I am the one who will always be loked at differently by Jessica's parents, because he had the nerve to kiss me. And then he has the nerve to say I came on to him. Yes. I admit the 2nd, the 3rd, and the 5th time we kissed I was the instigator, but the first time was all him. He refuses to admit that.
BULLSHIT. I end up being punished in a various amount of ways, and him? Nothing. And on top of it all, I am not even taking all this shit for a reason. FUCKING BULL!!!! I wanna fucking slap him across his basset hound-esque face and yell all of that in his face. If he didn't like me, he shouldn't have been hanging all over me the whole time. He as NO EXCUSE.
No one seems to be taking my side though. Everyone's like, well, then don't make out with guys who aren't already your bf or thats what you get for acting like a ho. Next time I see him, he better get on his fucking knees and apologize. No, he better fucking grovel. Not that he cares, cuz he's not even my friend normally. lol. And he has the nerve to tell Jessica to tell me not to be mad, and to still talk to him. Shit. My fuckin ass I'll talk to him. He'll be lucky if I don't give him dirty looks and flip him off whenever I see him.
This one girl on the track team is like, well thats what happens with hook ups. They don't mean anything. Well here's the thing: I don't do hook ups. I have some self respect. I should have slapped him when he kissed me, but I thought he liked me cuz of the way he was acting, so I didn't. OOOHHHH. breath cathy, breath. Some girls do shit like that, but they are being used. They get nothing out of making out with some piece of shit that doesn't like them, except humilitation. He makes me feel like one of those worthless girls with no sense of self worth. WHat a fucking asshole.
I wonder when I will get over being mad. I really don't know. I do know that next time I see that SOB I am gonna fucking bitch slap his ass across the face and give him an earful. Imma prove to him I am half hispanic. Its the half he ain't never seen. lol. My ghetto side. I know your like HA. but seriously, it doesn't come out unless I am mad as fucking hell. Thats the thing, we latinos take no bs. And thats what this all is. A load of shit.
I think I am gonna stay mad until I get to actually talk to him. Only that might not happen because he is probably gonna avoid me cuz he is a coward little shit. If he had any balls, he would talk to me. He obviously is just a really ugly girl. That makes me feel liek a dike now. I kissed the ugliest woman on the planet Friday. Go me.
Pray for Michael, he's gonna need all the help he can get when he sees me.
kisses,
I miss you,
Cathy