Javiliro & NANDO<3 are funny
Yeah I'm in bcis right now and OMG im bored... Umm.. life is getting really weird right now.
For instance.
*John is nice and all but so freaking depressed.. i dont think i can be a cheerleader to someone all the time.. Its impossible :\
*Me and mary are as close as ever, which is good.. I really hope for the best with her and life
*Christina and I have changed so much in the process of two years.. But i dont wanna lose touch with her, sometimes its too hard just to have a convo.. I'm the fuck up. Maybe things could get better
*PARTIES all the time. Same people, new people.. jesus. How much can i do? I really do like meeting people i dont know, just being like "Hi. I'm kristi. Nice to meet you" Cue smile.
*Drama is so fucking gay. Luckily, I'm avoiding it, question is.. how long?
*LOVE=LAME
umm.. I'm in need of a weekend right now.
4 DAY WEEKEND.. possibilities- going out of town with mother and optional:friend. ORRRR.. maybe throwing a party myself with my mom making the cosmos. yumm<3 lol nah i dont know
and just a fyi.. the other day, I was walking and I tripped (as usual) and this guy out of nowhere asked if i was okay and when i looked into his eyes, they were so BLACK. so deep. reminded me of SOMMEEONNEE.
ugh, life is so damn weird.
ALSO, heres a nice little notification.. this one guy (Jason) is the most honest guy i have ever met. He just openly told me "Hey. Tomorrow night. SEX. and yeah. No emotional involvement." I was like.."what?" lol but then It dawned on me that hey, he was just being upfront with what he wanted. Most guys would play a little charade about how he LIKES you and then stopped calling afterwards. This male has a good point to it, yet very hurtful. and btw, I just said .. "ha.. No thanks, I really dont feel like bashing up my heart tomorrow, talk to me in about a month." JK.
well, I really dont know why i wrote this but i felt in the mood to write in this damn EL JAY.
eh, if noone reads this then I'll understand that this journal is queer.
oooookay.. well bye
For instance.
*John is nice and all but so freaking depressed.. i dont think i can be a cheerleader to someone all the time.. Its impossible :\
*Me and mary are as close as ever, which is good.. I really hope for the best with her and life
*Christina and I have changed so much in the process of two years.. But i dont wanna lose touch with her, sometimes its too hard just to have a convo.. I'm the fuck up. Maybe things could get better
*PARTIES all the time. Same people, new people.. jesus. How much can i do? I really do like meeting people i dont know, just being like "Hi. I'm kristi. Nice to meet you" Cue smile.
*Drama is so fucking gay. Luckily, I'm avoiding it, question is.. how long?
*LOVE=LAME
umm.. I'm in need of a weekend right now.
4 DAY WEEKEND.. possibilities- going out of town with mother and optional:friend. ORRRR.. maybe throwing a party myself with my mom making the cosmos. yumm<3 lol nah i dont know
and just a fyi.. the other day, I was walking and I tripped (as usual) and this guy out of nowhere asked if i was okay and when i looked into his eyes, they were so BLACK. so deep. reminded me of SOMMEEONNEE.
ugh, life is so damn weird.
ALSO, heres a nice little notification.. this one guy (Jason) is the most honest guy i have ever met. He just openly told me "Hey. Tomorrow night. SEX. and yeah. No emotional involvement." I was like.."what?" lol but then It dawned on me that hey, he was just being upfront with what he wanted. Most guys would play a little charade about how he LIKES you and then stopped calling afterwards. This male has a good point to it, yet very hurtful. and btw, I just said .. "ha.. No thanks, I really dont feel like bashing up my heart tomorrow, talk to me in about a month." JK.
well, I really dont know why i wrote this but i felt in the mood to write in this damn EL JAY.
eh, if noone reads this then I'll understand that this journal is queer.
oooookay.. well bye