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[my_last_sunset]

so lately i've been thinking a lot about everything.  probably because i have nothing better to do while i'm in the falls.  but, anyways, i've come to the conclusion that i have no idea what i want anymore.  things just get worse and worse with each passing day and it's getting to the point where i'm sick of waking up everyday and wondering "who's going to say something today?"  it's just getting old, and i'm tired.  i'm tired of everything.  yes, it's true, you only have one life, so live it up, but what if you hate the one you're living so much that you'd give it up?

i just want to be somewhere else.  far away, where no one knows my name or the things i've done.  i'd love to start over and i'm sure it's not too late.

i just know she wouldn't go with me.