to each his own is NOT a load of crap...
I think I'm getting used to having to deal with people. I used to hate everyone... why am I so laid back these days? I actually want to meet every one and not shut myself out for once. I'm so much more comfortable around people too. I feel more accepting of how people are as well. I think my passive aggressiveness has changed into full fledged passiveness.
Things for the most part seem to be working out quite well... or better than what I thought. Another thing... I think I'm getting more optimistic... or atleast I'm trying at it.
I was packing my clothes up today and all I did was think about how I was freshman year and how I am now. I think my freshman self would kick my (me as of right now) ass. I feel really old... but really young at the same time.
I figure I want to go somewhere I haven't been before I leave for missouri (a place I haven't been) and then texas ( another place I haven't been)
I go for my license (finally) july 3. I need it so bad, not just to drive out of tewksbury with friends, that'd be nice too, but for driving in Texas at my AIT, which I'm probably leaving for ASAP.
I'm content with the way I look, for the most part. I've lost so much weight from pt and not eating fast food, disgusting, or red meat, which makes me sick STILL, for that matter.
I think I can bounce back from anything now and that's how I want it.
I don't want to depend on any one anymore... that won't change until I get back in march.
Am I sounding like I'm on drugs, or is it me?
Things for the most part seem to be working out quite well... or better than what I thought. Another thing... I think I'm getting more optimistic... or atleast I'm trying at it.
I was packing my clothes up today and all I did was think about how I was freshman year and how I am now. I think my freshman self would kick my (me as of right now) ass. I feel really old... but really young at the same time.
I figure I want to go somewhere I haven't been before I leave for missouri (a place I haven't been) and then texas ( another place I haven't been)
I go for my license (finally) july 3. I need it so bad, not just to drive out of tewksbury with friends, that'd be nice too, but for driving in Texas at my AIT, which I'm probably leaving for ASAP.
I'm content with the way I look, for the most part. I've lost so much weight from pt and not eating fast food, disgusting, or red meat, which makes me sick STILL, for that matter.
I think I can bounce back from anything now and that's how I want it.
I don't want to depend on any one anymore... that won't change until I get back in march.
Am I sounding like I'm on drugs, or is it me?