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the past couple of weeks have been busy. i made a nice amount of money this week at work. sucks that i put in 13 hours on saturday then 12 on sunday. it was the longest weekend of my life. by the end of football season im sure i will want to either kill myself or find another job.
im slowly falling behind in school but i read some today so im not as behind as i was. good stuff.
there is honestly not enough time in the day for me to accomplish everything. this is most likely going to be the most stressful week of my existence.
i am really angry and i mean really angry. i dont think i have ever felt such a deep hatred for someone in my life. i didnt think it was possible but it is and i hate how it feels. the hatred is well deserved because im not quite sure how an individual like this still exists today and still has friends. my life has pretty much been altered and possibly ruined by one person in the shortest amount of time possible. its awful that i could probably without a doubt and any remorse wish the most awful of things to come to this person in their lifetime. you are soo sooooo sooooooo dead to me. thanks.
zach and i are coming up on 5 months and honestly i dont know how he has stuck by me through the things that i have put him through. i love you more than anything and you have made it possible for me not to completely loose my mind and fall apart this year. you bring comfort and ease to my life.
speaking of this year i cant wait for it to be over. 2006 will be better. fuck 2005.
tons and tons of prayers are seriously needed. i will also welcome hugs and maybe a little pat on the back.
p.s. sorry to everyone about x-games. i love you guys.
p.p.s jaimie i love you. calllllll me...............jeiofjweoifhwoangoiaue!
im slowly falling behind in school but i read some today so im not as behind as i was. good stuff.
there is honestly not enough time in the day for me to accomplish everything. this is most likely going to be the most stressful week of my existence.
i am really angry and i mean really angry. i dont think i have ever felt such a deep hatred for someone in my life. i didnt think it was possible but it is and i hate how it feels. the hatred is well deserved because im not quite sure how an individual like this still exists today and still has friends. my life has pretty much been altered and possibly ruined by one person in the shortest amount of time possible. its awful that i could probably without a doubt and any remorse wish the most awful of things to come to this person in their lifetime. you are soo sooooo sooooooo dead to me. thanks.
zach and i are coming up on 5 months and honestly i dont know how he has stuck by me through the things that i have put him through. i love you more than anything and you have made it possible for me not to completely loose my mind and fall apart this year. you bring comfort and ease to my life.
speaking of this year i cant wait for it to be over. 2006 will be better. fuck 2005.
tons and tons of prayers are seriously needed. i will also welcome hugs and maybe a little pat on the back.
p.s. sorry to everyone about x-games. i love you guys.
p.p.s jaimie i love you. calllllll me...............jeiofjweoifhwoangoiaue!