so on the real time now....
ok so enugh with the reminiscent ness. life has changed so much since i last posted in i believe 2206 when i graduated high school. i have started and finished a four year relationship. i have started, abused, gave up, and got sober for over a year now with mind altering substances.....(im sure i dont need to explain further). i have had prolly 15 jobs since then and finally found one to keep.. started school, failed school, and started again. lived with mom. lived with man. lived on my own. found god. lost god. was god. lost god. found him again and kept him. liked boys. liked girls. liked boys again.
alot has transpired.
now i find myself on the peak of my maturation and i am part of the lost and found. i love that i am learning to support my own self and that i am learning finances and how to have them, but i dont feel like i have had the big aha moment. this just sucks. i crave my days of childhood. those crazy lazy days. i am in school but i feel like i am still a slacker. i misss having the stability of a man but i am happy to try my own gig. but seriously...
but bout to have a sleepova and that is always a eventful situation. love to all
-emmy