May 08, 2005 20:16
Its funny... i write in this just for me. Not for you but for me. I dont even expect comments half the time! I just write and write and if you happen to come along and read then hey!
well ok. Heres how everythings been if your in the slighest bit interested.
Things are fine. Not great, but fine.
I just come to realize no matter what happeneds ill always pick myself apart.
Im always looking at myself saying "Oh i dont like this" or "i dont like that".
Im tired of feeling low on myself.
Anyhow.. im very excited schools coming to an end
but im also excited because i model now.
Im psyched to go in for the photoshoot next saturday.
I seems like alot of fun and it motivates me to cut down on all my junk food i consume.
I need to shop and bring in outfits they'll mix and match for me.
I cant wait to have fun with this.
Alright, this week flew by and so did last night. Me christina and barbara went to the fair at the colliesum at like 7:30 and we left around 12:20. I was exhausted but it was alot of fun.
...Things have been happening lately that just puzzle me. Like random people i know i see everywhere. Its almost like its supposed to happen. Maybe im going crazy or maybe im not.