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Well Tonight has not been the best of evenings. Im starting to think that very little of what I do is noticed or its noticed but not appriciated. The only person that seems to give a shit about anything i try to do is Danielle. Lol if it wasnt for her i dont know where i would be right now.My night started to get shitty right after i started to go to lunch I ate then called Danielle. Right before i called her a guy was said something about milkshakes from Sheetz. I said i had one and they were pretty good. He then persisted to rip on me because i said something about them being good.. Thats not a big deal, I got a little upset but instead of fighting i just said fuck it and walked off to my car. He yelled something at me and on my way over i just said fuck you.Then one person said something along the lines of wow you made him mad you know one of these days hes gonna end up shooting all of us.I just ignored that and made it to my car and took my box cutter out because i forgot it when i went out for my 15 minute break. I started to walk back over to go in the building and he stood up and was like "Look Out Hes Got a Gun" and ran for the door. I called him an asshole because of the way he acted. This actually did bother me because prior to me being hired an employee was fired because of having a gun in his car. I didnt have a gun of but its just the fact of the matter. I dont need management hovering over me because of some stupid accusation. I go to work, do my job and go home i really dont need any little pitstops along the way well other than when i get to call danielle :-). Well it went extreamly slow until about 2 am. We had to make some boxes and then we could leave. I went to get my boxes and a manager was like Hey clean that shit up before you start your boxes. I was like whatever and carried like 5 skids over to the trash area and moved like 40 lbs of cardboard. I then got to start my boxes but when i was carrying them, the strap on the bundle fell off and my boxes hit the table and landed on the floor.Well that made a picker mad, and she yelled because when my boxes landed it blew her paper off the desk and she had a number wrote on it. I told her it wasnt a big deal because there was a computer right behind her and everything could be looked up in about 3 seconds if she needed to. She then said she was gonna kick my ass if it happens again, i thought she was kidding, so i smiled at her. Turns out she was dead serious and then she told me she was gonna kick my ass if i make her paper blow off the table again. I told her she could kick my ass if she wanted, but i was still going to make my boxes. I just have a strange feeling im gonna get wrote up over this somehow and its gonna be turned around to make it look like its all my fault. I didnt do anything wrong. I walked away from everything tonight i didnt fight back i took it and walked away. I did tell pelly i was sick of being made fun of and picked at though. He just kinda looked at me. He called good to go and here i am at home in the dark.I just wish i could figure out why i upset people all the time.Im not a bad person not by a long shot. Then only thing im bad at in all honesty is spelling lol. I wish i knew a way to make everyone happy all the time. Well im gonna go