Get out of my head. please.
So i heard a few shocking things this weekend.
I've come to realize, i will never get over this. Because i'll always end up going back to where it left off. No matter what. Sometimes, i just wish it was easier. Especially now. Now that things got complicated.
A word of advice to anyone. 'Never let anything get complicated. It would be wasted and over in two seconds.'
Wow, its been forever, and i really didn't think it would bother me this much. Whatever. Shit happens. Blah, i want to stab myself for thinking about this again. Ugh.
Anyway, i worked all weekend. And of course it was busy all weekend. Except for today. Oh well, i got next friday off. I'm kinda excited, even though its really not that big of a deal.
I've really been thinking a lot lately. Especially about moving out. Of course i'm having my doubts. But, you know what, i think it might actually work. And having my own house, and own privacy, and yeah, i just think its going to be so much fun, and i think ill learn a lot from it. I will miss living in my house. and believe it or not i think i am going to miss living in the country the most.
Well, you know you can't stay young forever. One day your going to have to grow up.
This tuesday morning we're starting to move. We're cleaning out the apartment first. And hopefully by three weeks everything will be finished and then it would be completely liveable. wow, i can't believe im moving out in three weeks.
It's kinda scary actualy.
Hmmm, it is 1230. But i can't sleep. I'm thinking about a bunch of stuff. Thats actually well bothering me. Which shouldn't be bothering me. I don't even know why im being bothered. hah. It's retarted and wayy to personal to talk about to everyone. Like anyone reads my journal anyway. haha.
I think i am going to take a road trip soon. I already have a destination.
Well, since my mind is being occupied with my pathetic thoughts, i am going to go drown myself in them, because i can't believe im actually wondering about it. lol.
Good night to everyone.
well, theres no one in town, I know. But you gave us some place to go. I never said thank you for that, I thought I might get one more chance. What would you think of me now, so lucky, so strong, so proud? I never said thank you for that, now I'll never have a chance.
I've come to realize, i will never get over this. Because i'll always end up going back to where it left off. No matter what. Sometimes, i just wish it was easier. Especially now. Now that things got complicated.
A word of advice to anyone. 'Never let anything get complicated. It would be wasted and over in two seconds.'
Wow, its been forever, and i really didn't think it would bother me this much. Whatever. Shit happens. Blah, i want to stab myself for thinking about this again. Ugh.
Anyway, i worked all weekend. And of course it was busy all weekend. Except for today. Oh well, i got next friday off. I'm kinda excited, even though its really not that big of a deal.
I've really been thinking a lot lately. Especially about moving out. Of course i'm having my doubts. But, you know what, i think it might actually work. And having my own house, and own privacy, and yeah, i just think its going to be so much fun, and i think ill learn a lot from it. I will miss living in my house. and believe it or not i think i am going to miss living in the country the most.
Well, you know you can't stay young forever. One day your going to have to grow up.
This tuesday morning we're starting to move. We're cleaning out the apartment first. And hopefully by three weeks everything will be finished and then it would be completely liveable. wow, i can't believe im moving out in three weeks.
It's kinda scary actualy.
Hmmm, it is 1230. But i can't sleep. I'm thinking about a bunch of stuff. Thats actually well bothering me. Which shouldn't be bothering me. I don't even know why im being bothered. hah. It's retarted and wayy to personal to talk about to everyone. Like anyone reads my journal anyway. haha.
I think i am going to take a road trip soon. I already have a destination.
Well, since my mind is being occupied with my pathetic thoughts, i am going to go drown myself in them, because i can't believe im actually wondering about it. lol.
Good night to everyone.
well, theres no one in town, I know. But you gave us some place to go. I never said thank you for that, I thought I might get one more chance. What would you think of me now, so lucky, so strong, so proud? I never said thank you for that, now I'll never have a chance.