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The so called Blizard of '05 has come and gone this week and left all teenagers locked in for this one weekend... And on with the entry
I wish I could say no one knows what Im feeling like right now but to be honest with you, Im almost positive that like 99% of everyone who is reading this (probably like 3 people?) can relate to this. Its so damn hard to kinda see clearly isnt it? You got the one thing in your head and you stick to that, and just when you are all set, something comes along the way and just throws you off the so called path you are trying to go on. Maybe if everything in life could be controlled, we would all be happy fun loving people, lol, but you know thats not always possible. Im not making the effort to whine like a little bitch, but sometimes you just gotta express yourself. Oh well, some friends will always be there for you, some will go away, and some will regret that decision. I hope I dont regret any of my decisions and I hope I dont do anything to you to make you want to regret your decision in the future. Sometimes people get so confused when trying to understand the difference between right and reality, and I stand accused as well. I'm still trying to figure out so much for myself, and on the side I'm trying my hardest to be the friend you want me to. Only if I had all the answers to all my problems, maybe I could help you solve all yours. This isnt really specifically directed to anyone. I just had a lot of time to think today, and if you know anything about me, I tend to over-analyze things a lot. I'm probably not even thinking straight to be honest, but a few clues is enough to make my mind write a whole freakin thesis on what I dont wanna believe. lol. Well, what more can I do right, I tried, but sorry if I didnt fulfil all your requirements of a good friend but I'm not superman you know (ha, so stole that from Spiderman 2). Lol. yeah yeah, go ahead and tell me to stop whineing. lol, I already see it coming. But finally some good news. Pats are going to the Superbowl. Definitely looking forward to that. Take it easy everyone, and who couldnt use a little love right? so leave me some :)
I wish I could say no one knows what Im feeling like right now but to be honest with you, Im almost positive that like 99% of everyone who is reading this (probably like 3 people?) can relate to this. Its so damn hard to kinda see clearly isnt it? You got the one thing in your head and you stick to that, and just when you are all set, something comes along the way and just throws you off the so called path you are trying to go on. Maybe if everything in life could be controlled, we would all be happy fun loving people, lol, but you know thats not always possible. Im not making the effort to whine like a little bitch, but sometimes you just gotta express yourself. Oh well, some friends will always be there for you, some will go away, and some will regret that decision. I hope I dont regret any of my decisions and I hope I dont do anything to you to make you want to regret your decision in the future. Sometimes people get so confused when trying to understand the difference between right and reality, and I stand accused as well. I'm still trying to figure out so much for myself, and on the side I'm trying my hardest to be the friend you want me to. Only if I had all the answers to all my problems, maybe I could help you solve all yours. This isnt really specifically directed to anyone. I just had a lot of time to think today, and if you know anything about me, I tend to over-analyze things a lot. I'm probably not even thinking straight to be honest, but a few clues is enough to make my mind write a whole freakin thesis on what I dont wanna believe. lol. Well, what more can I do right, I tried, but sorry if I didnt fulfil all your requirements of a good friend but I'm not superman you know (ha, so stole that from Spiderman 2). Lol. yeah yeah, go ahead and tell me to stop whineing. lol, I already see it coming. But finally some good news. Pats are going to the Superbowl. Definitely looking forward to that. Take it easy everyone, and who couldnt use a little love right? so leave me some :)