over and over a.g.a.i.n....
Okay so here is the deal.
Breaking up sucks.
Yes it does. There is no good way out of it. Either you are hurt or you feel like an idiot. What I don't understand is when you think everything is going great and then all of the sudden *poof* its all gone.. just like that.. everything just changed.. here you still confused on what the hell happened.. but I guess that is just how it is..
Why am I writing this?.. you may be asking yourself...
Well, because I thought I had something great and in one single second it was all gone...I just love it how there is no warning signals you know?.. like hey.. you are on the verge of breaking up.. rewind please..lol.. yea but only if it was that simple...the time that we were going out was great.. never better.. I thought we were actually going to last more than I thought this time.. but nope..something just has to come up.. and I do not know what really happened if you asked me..I hear rumors and I really just want to block them..but how can I?..when so badly I hope it isn't true..its like I don't wanna hear the truth because I loved how the way things were going and I didn't want it to end...but I needed to know and did I find out? Nope.. and I guess thats fine now..I never need to know.. it is over with..Would I liked to have it last longer... heck yes I would of...I mean come on folks..but I guess it is done.. over with .. finished.. I give up on it.. it was good while it lasted...
Sammy