Cry for help

[my_heart_breaks]

yeah, me in a tough spot.. it always fucking happens. I am destined to fucking be poor... and live like trailer trash.. and there is nothing I can do alicia nothing... It makes me miserable.. it makes me want to die. Nothing ever goes okay for me its always horrible.. the only time I was happy is when I was living with James because I knew we were poor but we didnt live like it. I was happy.. he treated me horrible but it was a safe spot a place I knew I would always be taken care of. No one cares that my floor in my house is about to fall in... No one cares that it is infested with roaches.. No one cares that I can't afford to eat...No one cares... They are just happy they are not in my shoes... I go from place to place day to day not knowing when the next time I am going to eat is going to be. Walking around my house not knowing if I am going to make it from room to room. I already fell through the laundry room floor and I got yelled at for it.. its not my fault the house is so shitty. It is my fault my life is at a stand still.. I have no money I have no job and I have no education. I cant get a job because it looks bad that I didnt graduate and I didnt get a GED... I never know what is going to happen next.. never.. posted as a reply to kidx_passneger

anyone really ever wonder.. anyone ever really care. I need help and I know I can't get any. I am destined to live the life as trash. you look at me and tell me I will make it... look at me and tell me someone actually cares... no one really does... this is my cry for help