ey chicita
Metaphoricaly, my life would be a very smooth line for how it used to be not long ago, meaning that everything was nice and calm and happy, and just recently the line got really shaky and its movin' all over the place, which means it isn't so good. I feel like i am really getting myself into things that i never had before, and i can't help it, its just the direction i'm moving in. Not to mention summer is so close thats its almost depressing thinking that i have to deal with another 2 weeks of holding in with everything. Its almost like summer vacation is where everything is always good, even though things may be happening that i still do not like. i hope i am not starting to vent again... okay i think i am. haha. well so it all goes back to how i flirt alot mostly... like i fucked things up with zach, because apparently i am a whore, who would have guess. I acctualy just watched a movie on a real whore, she has sex with many people. pretty nasty. As usual i started liking him, because i do that sometimes... and it was like a crush, and i guess he wanted to bring it further, and i thought about it, and my crush faded, and i wanted to be friends with him. It always seems like i want to be friends with everyone in the end, like thats my reason for everything, and its really how i feel too. so now him and mussa are like "fucking slut, i can't believe her"... hmm, first thing that came to my mind was, well this is being taken a bit far, especially because mussa only thinks i am a slut because of his unfortunate experience with his former girl friend. Note for some people: One relationship does not mean every relationship will always be like that. Rosie and Dan, i know how you feel now, and i am seriously sorry... i do those type of things without really noticing, sometimes i get too hyper and stuff, and i act all crazy and flirty when i realy shouldn't, i really love you guys though, and i hope we can be good friends for a really long time.
I am playing with a braclette. On mondays i come to school alot happier because i see Tami during the weekend, i am happy about that. Fridays is when i am most unhappy now that i htink about it. I am negative and bitter. I really think Taoism is interesting, if i wasn't so anal and complicated, maybe i could be a Taoist... hmm not really. In French class, Mrs. Burri put me in the back of the room, and pretty much forgot about me. I think that i am treated differently from the other students because she doesn't like me. TWO MORE WEEKS THOUGH. Mrs Irrilean... yeah i hate her so bad, no words can explain it. That teacher is ridiculous, and does not speak english. I think my dad is going to come in this room and tell me to get off the computer. ugh fuck. Whatever, i have nothing else to say. adios
I am playing with a braclette. On mondays i come to school alot happier because i see Tami during the weekend, i am happy about that. Fridays is when i am most unhappy now that i htink about it. I am negative and bitter. I really think Taoism is interesting, if i wasn't so anal and complicated, maybe i could be a Taoist... hmm not really. In French class, Mrs. Burri put me in the back of the room, and pretty much forgot about me. I think that i am treated differently from the other students because she doesn't like me. TWO MORE WEEKS THOUGH. Mrs Irrilean... yeah i hate her so bad, no words can explain it. That teacher is ridiculous, and does not speak english. I think my dad is going to come in this room and tell me to get off the computer. ugh fuck. Whatever, i have nothing else to say. adios