This Goes Out To...
This entry goes out to one of my best friends in the entire world: Erin.
I honestly don't know where I'd be without you. No offense to any of my other buddies, but Erin is always, always, ALWAYS there for me no matter what, and I can always turn to her when I have a problem. Erin, you'll yell at me for saying this, but it almost makes me feel unworthy, 'cause I feel like I complain way too much and you don't deserve that. :( I love you though!
Somehow, no matter how crappy I act or how depressed and bitchy I'm being, she manages to understand and does what she can to help. She makes me laugh hysterically when I feel like crying. She always manages to distract me from whatever I'm going through, even if only for a little while, and even if she doesn't quite understand what I'm going through, she always tries to empathize with me. She apologizes, sometimes, when she uses the name of my ex in passing, because she knows how that affects me.
Out of every friend I've ever had, I really think Erin is the only true friend with whom my friendship has never wavered. She remembers me when everyone else seems to have forgotten I exist. Somehow, while every single one of my Squiggle (the five friends who I thought would love me no matter what) has either stopped talking to me of their own choice, or just doesn't seem to like me much, Erin just stays. She's my main confidant, and seriously, if someone broke into her mind and searched her memory for information about me, they would know me better than i know myself.
I was just randomly thinking today, and I realized that I really can be who I am in front of her and she'll still love me for it. She is the ONLY person around whom I can really let loose and just be ME. All of my other Squiggles backed off when I started changing, and becoming less ashamed of who I am, except Erin She just stuck with me and defended me--but only when I deserved it! She also knows how to pull me back to Earth when I get carried away. I don't think I could stand life without her.
But most of all...
I know she'll still love me even though I've been ridiculously sappy in this entire rant!!
Hearts for Erin.
<333
I honestly don't know where I'd be without you. No offense to any of my other buddies, but Erin is always, always, ALWAYS there for me no matter what, and I can always turn to her when I have a problem. Erin, you'll yell at me for saying this, but it almost makes me feel unworthy, 'cause I feel like I complain way too much and you don't deserve that. :( I love you though!
Somehow, no matter how crappy I act or how depressed and bitchy I'm being, she manages to understand and does what she can to help. She makes me laugh hysterically when I feel like crying. She always manages to distract me from whatever I'm going through, even if only for a little while, and even if she doesn't quite understand what I'm going through, she always tries to empathize with me. She apologizes, sometimes, when she uses the name of my ex in passing, because she knows how that affects me.
Out of every friend I've ever had, I really think Erin is the only true friend with whom my friendship has never wavered. She remembers me when everyone else seems to have forgotten I exist. Somehow, while every single one of my Squiggle (the five friends who I thought would love me no matter what) has either stopped talking to me of their own choice, or just doesn't seem to like me much, Erin just stays. She's my main confidant, and seriously, if someone broke into her mind and searched her memory for information about me, they would know me better than i know myself.
I was just randomly thinking today, and I realized that I really can be who I am in front of her and she'll still love me for it. She is the ONLY person around whom I can really let loose and just be ME. All of my other Squiggles backed off when I started changing, and becoming less ashamed of who I am, except Erin She just stuck with me and defended me--but only when I deserved it! She also knows how to pull me back to Earth when I get carried away. I don't think I could stand life without her.
But most of all...
I know she'll still love me even though I've been ridiculously sappy in this entire rant!!
Hearts for Erin.
<333