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Lotz to update on!
Interesting night last night! Had a blast with the sophies :o) and with a certian someone who decided to come and see me for a little bit! ( I haven't seen him in ages) The Kiddies and I celebrated David's B-day, ran on the beach, chilled by the jacuzzi/pool area, sang songs, and i got a kiss :o)... what more could i have asked for.
After all that stuff Natacha slept over. LoL It was CRAZY! We ate fudge (yum!), danced, talked on the phone, went online, watched movies, and had some much needed girl talks. yea yea it was a slumber party lol.
I came to realization that I really STILL LOVE HIM. . .ALOT! Even if I don't "like" him. He means sooo much to me it's a shame that our friendship means nothing to him anymore. But, I guess I know why. Maybe one day he'll realize it and speak to me but untill then my life will move forward. I will continue hoping the best for him and his future.
Steve made a point to me the other day that I decided would be a great idea! Starting tomorrow I'll stick to one guy. Because "i'm selling myself short". I will no longer be afraid of this crap. Guys and committment are nothing to fear right? Yea I will eventually get hurt again but it's life. I can handle that:o) Steve thanks for all the advice you have given me and for listening to me. You have no idea what it means to me.
Well I'm out for now! I have to make plans 4 tonight...Laterz
*gaBBy*
Interesting night last night! Had a blast with the sophies :o) and with a certian someone who decided to come and see me for a little bit! ( I haven't seen him in ages) The Kiddies and I celebrated David's B-day, ran on the beach, chilled by the jacuzzi/pool area, sang songs, and i got a kiss :o)... what more could i have asked for.
After all that stuff Natacha slept over. LoL It was CRAZY! We ate fudge (yum!), danced, talked on the phone, went online, watched movies, and had some much needed girl talks. yea yea it was a slumber party lol.
I came to realization that I really STILL LOVE HIM. . .ALOT! Even if I don't "like" him. He means sooo much to me it's a shame that our friendship means nothing to him anymore. But, I guess I know why. Maybe one day he'll realize it and speak to me but untill then my life will move forward. I will continue hoping the best for him and his future.
Steve made a point to me the other day that I decided would be a great idea! Starting tomorrow I'll stick to one guy. Because "i'm selling myself short". I will no longer be afraid of this crap. Guys and committment are nothing to fear right? Yea I will eventually get hurt again but it's life. I can handle that:o) Steve thanks for all the advice you have given me and for listening to me. You have no idea what it means to me.
Well I'm out for now! I have to make plans 4 tonight...Laterz
*gaBBy*