yeah my boyfriend broke up with me friday because of shit that has happened in his past. hes a little bit of an emotional mess and blocks people out with the fear of getting hurt. we broke up a month ago for like a week and he said he was going to try to open up. and yet a month later he broke up with me because he was "trying and still not getting anywhere"
boys are dumb fuck 'em you dont you and i get married instead??? :-p (hopefully i got a little bit of a smile there)
but yeah ive gotta go face mine today in front of a group that doesnt know we broke up.. hoorah.. friday night i flipped out on his best friend online, about him. yesterday i emailed my old boy and have yet to hear anything back... mind you this is after when he called on friday and i told him i didnt want to see nor talk to him when i get back (i had to go home for the weekend before i leave for the whole summer)
so who knows im trying to be hopeful for my situation thinking maybe the summer will make it better.. but honestly i think he might just use the summer to keep blocking people out.. hes got no other flaws but this emotional stuff.. *sigh*
boys are dumb fuck 'em you dont you and i get married instead??? :-p (hopefully i got a little bit of a smile there)
but yeah ive gotta go face mine today in front of a group that doesnt know we broke up.. hoorah.. friday night i flipped out on his best friend online, about him. yesterday i emailed my old boy and have yet to hear anything back... mind you this is after when he called on friday and i told him i didnt want to see nor talk to him when i get back (i had to go home for the weekend before i leave for the whole summer)
so who knows im trying to be hopeful for my situation thinking maybe the summer will make it better.. but honestly i think he might just use the summer to keep blocking people out.. hes got no other flaws but this emotional stuff.. *sigh*
i repeat boys are dumb, lets toss rocks at them..
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i miss you and hope u are doing okay
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