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May 28, 2005 00:31

Things are changing too quickly for me. I just can't keep up.

I'm not sure how to handle myself. Im not used to having to be strong for somebody else and i'd take away his pain if i could. It's never easy losing somebody you love...and it's completely different when it's a best friend rather then a relative. People helped me cope, and I heard everything i think you can possibly hear but I still don't know how to help him. I don't know what to say, i don't know what to do and i dont know how to act. Its just such a hard thing to go through and I don't want him to have to go through it.

It's sad that it takes something tragic to make people realize how fragile life really is. But it does and that's just life i guess. But seriously, let's realize. Liv without hesitation. Life is short and for others it's much shorter. Be thankful to be alive and do everything you can, while you can.

On a slightly different note. Last summer I spent everyday with 2 of my fav people. We never had anything less than a blast. This summer is going to be so different. I really am going to miss you. I will always remember what amazing summer I had last year.

I love you.
Kels.
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