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and so
we broke up.
and it was possibly one of the hardest things i've ever experienced.
but it was also a very good thing
we needed to break up before the summer
we both agreed on that. and so we broke up. and then we were talking. and i said something that made him upset and then he said something that made me upset and so we both went back to our rooms. I bawled. i have NEVER cried like that before. i couldnt move. it was all i could do to text him and say i was sorry
after we talked for a little while he was still mad but i was still way upset and he told me that i could go over there if i wanted too. so i did of course. and i cried to him for a long time and he gave me a hug, we both said we were sorry and then he cried about what he had done last night and then we had sex again and then we spent the rest of the day together. he keeps telling me that he loves me.
we are still broken up though. but he wants to get back together after the summer. which would be cool maybe.
he told me today that he had been thinking, and that even if i decided that i still liked girls, he would be okay with it. because all that really mattered was that i loved him.
finally some clarity.
but
i have an exam tomorrow on which i am going to cheat like its my job.
oh well.
its 4 in the morning, im getting up at 9 to study more. ew. this is not a good way to start exams.
oops.
anyways, i guess i kinda had an excuse.
we broke up.
and it was possibly one of the hardest things i've ever experienced.
but it was also a very good thing
we needed to break up before the summer
we both agreed on that. and so we broke up. and then we were talking. and i said something that made him upset and then he said something that made me upset and so we both went back to our rooms. I bawled. i have NEVER cried like that before. i couldnt move. it was all i could do to text him and say i was sorry
after we talked for a little while he was still mad but i was still way upset and he told me that i could go over there if i wanted too. so i did of course. and i cried to him for a long time and he gave me a hug, we both said we were sorry and then he cried about what he had done last night and then we had sex again and then we spent the rest of the day together. he keeps telling me that he loves me.
we are still broken up though. but he wants to get back together after the summer. which would be cool maybe.
he told me today that he had been thinking, and that even if i decided that i still liked girls, he would be okay with it. because all that really mattered was that i loved him.
finally some clarity.
but
i have an exam tomorrow on which i am going to cheat like its my job.
oh well.
its 4 in the morning, im getting up at 9 to study more. ew. this is not a good way to start exams.
oops.
anyways, i guess i kinda had an excuse.