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I finally decided to walk into class even if I'm 15minutes late, I back out---again. So now I'm in the comp lab and this lady who keeps passing by to get her printed pages keeps looking at me, even after I stare back at her. Damn mang. But this time she's FOB.
Anyway, I am for sure gonna get me a PS2. Yay! Then the saving for the PI fund begins in December. Christmas is gonna suck again, because I'll be too busy saving for the trip that prolly not much gifts will go around. And if you guys don't go, then at least I can go with my family. But I do hope you guys can go as planned.
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And did I ever tell you I hate being used?! Call me only when you want/need something. WTF! Just because I'm nice doesn't mean you get the right to use me and just because I'm fat and fugly don't mean I get to be your doormat. Fat and ugly people have feelings too, you know. I've said this many times before where I say, "no more nicey, nice." But this time I'm serious. I will have the gut to say no, so don't be shock because I will mean it.
Being nice should not be mistaken for anything else, but kindness. Guys who think I like them or am flirting with them because I'm nice?! Get over yourself! If I fucken like you, I wouldn't even talk to you or look you in the eye. So don't get an ego boost, you arrogant fuck! Now people wonder why I can be such a total bitch---those are many of the other reasons has to why I'm so bitter and insecure about lots of things. I over analyze and generalize every situation I'm in. So I do apologize (in advance) for affecting you because when I tend to get emo, moody or just plain bitchy.
Anyway, I am for sure gonna get me a PS2. Yay! Then the saving for the PI fund begins in December. Christmas is gonna suck again, because I'll be too busy saving for the trip that prolly not much gifts will go around. And if you guys don't go, then at least I can go with my family. But I do hope you guys can go as planned.
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And did I ever tell you I hate being used?! Call me only when you want/need something. WTF! Just because I'm nice doesn't mean you get the right to use me and just because I'm fat and fugly don't mean I get to be your doormat. Fat and ugly people have feelings too, you know. I've said this many times before where I say, "no more nicey, nice." But this time I'm serious. I will have the gut to say no, so don't be shock because I will mean it.
Being nice should not be mistaken for anything else, but kindness. Guys who think I like them or am flirting with them because I'm nice?! Get over yourself! If I fucken like you, I wouldn't even talk to you or look you in the eye. So don't get an ego boost, you arrogant fuck! Now people wonder why I can be such a total bitch---those are many of the other reasons has to why I'm so bitter and insecure about lots of things. I over analyze and generalize every situation I'm in. So I do apologize (in advance) for affecting you because when I tend to get emo, moody or just plain bitchy.