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[my_endless_fire]

i sit here clutching useless lists
and keys for doors that don't exist
i
crack my teeth on pearls
i tear into the history
just show me what it
means to me in this world

'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting
for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes

'til i understand or go blind

i see the parts but not the whole

i study saints and scholars both
no perfect plan unfurls
do i trust
my heart or just my mind
why is truth so hard to find in this world
yeah
in this world

'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign

i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i
understand or go blind

i know that there's a point I've missed
a
shrine or stone i haven't kissed
a scar that never graced my wrist
a
mirror that hasn't met my fist
but i can't help feeling that i'm

due
for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun

and i won't close my eyes