Oh my, how time has passed!
Well, well... Look at what I have rediscovered... my live journal! Hahaha I have not posted since I was 17 I think... maybe 18... Well, I'm 21 now, soon to be 22. I have read a couple of my older entries and they made me feel as though I was really getting to know my 16 yr old self. Most of my post were from when I was 16. I have certainly changed a lot. As anyone would from 16-21.
Why the update? Well, it really made me happy to read entries from that long ago, and I would like to feel the same a few years from now when I read these entries that I am writing now. I was certainly more blunt and open in my journal entries as a 16 yr old, when it came to talking specifically about people and how I felt about them. Hahaha. I am not going to do that in these entries. This is just for me. I'll keep my feelings written in my personal journal.
Yesterday, was the start of something new for me. I am going to give my self a schedule, so that I can do more for myself. Now is the time that I am single and happy. I have more time to devote to myself, school, friends, family, and my sorority. In this moment in my life, I can honestly say, that I am happy and it feels nice.
Jamie and I actually accomplished something yesterday. We studied for our Art test, went to class, and worked out. It made me feel good about myself. We headed to Chalmette, where we ate WOW... that will probably be the last time I eat there until I lose some weight. Then, we went to her house to change into workout attire. I had to wear a pair of shorts that said Jamster on the back, I was feeling good about myself, ha. We went to the Chalmette park and walked the track a couple of times, and the last round we jogged. I ACTUALLY jogged a lap. I was impressed. I hope to keep it up and soon I will be able to jog more than one lap. After, that we went to Anytime Fitness. I had an amazing time. Not only did I work out, but Jamie and I had fun. I really can't explain it. I think we might go there once a week and then to UNO the rest of the time. Hmmm I'm curious to know that if one has a membership to one Anytime... that they can go to any Anytime... I need to research that.
We stayed at the gym till 10:30. As we were leaving the gym a man in jean pants and hiking boots walked in to workout. He had the smallest legs, and HUGE arms. It... was um... strange. Oh and there was a kid that had a flock of seagulls hair doo. I would have made friends with him, but he had a rebel flag tattooed to his arm. That was a turnoff, ha.
After the gym we went to Jamie's house to wash clothes, shower and then we passed out! That was a great night's sleep. But I am most definitely sore today.
The hard part about today is that I do not know what to eat. Hmm, for Breakfast I has a banana. But now, I really am not sure what I am going to eat for the rest of the day and it is a scary thought. But when I weighed myself I weigh 132!!!!! Ahhhhh geez I have never been above 126 really. And that is just depressing considering a year ago I weighed 118. That was a good weight, but i still felt I needed to lose 5 lbs. My goal is to get to 115. Today, is the start. Go me.
-J.dee
Why the update? Well, it really made me happy to read entries from that long ago, and I would like to feel the same a few years from now when I read these entries that I am writing now. I was certainly more blunt and open in my journal entries as a 16 yr old, when it came to talking specifically about people and how I felt about them. Hahaha. I am not going to do that in these entries. This is just for me. I'll keep my feelings written in my personal journal.
Yesterday, was the start of something new for me. I am going to give my self a schedule, so that I can do more for myself. Now is the time that I am single and happy. I have more time to devote to myself, school, friends, family, and my sorority. In this moment in my life, I can honestly say, that I am happy and it feels nice.
Jamie and I actually accomplished something yesterday. We studied for our Art test, went to class, and worked out. It made me feel good about myself. We headed to Chalmette, where we ate WOW... that will probably be the last time I eat there until I lose some weight. Then, we went to her house to change into workout attire. I had to wear a pair of shorts that said Jamster on the back, I was feeling good about myself, ha. We went to the Chalmette park and walked the track a couple of times, and the last round we jogged. I ACTUALLY jogged a lap. I was impressed. I hope to keep it up and soon I will be able to jog more than one lap. After, that we went to Anytime Fitness. I had an amazing time. Not only did I work out, but Jamie and I had fun. I really can't explain it. I think we might go there once a week and then to UNO the rest of the time. Hmmm I'm curious to know that if one has a membership to one Anytime... that they can go to any Anytime... I need to research that.
We stayed at the gym till 10:30. As we were leaving the gym a man in jean pants and hiking boots walked in to workout. He had the smallest legs, and HUGE arms. It... was um... strange. Oh and there was a kid that had a flock of seagulls hair doo. I would have made friends with him, but he had a rebel flag tattooed to his arm. That was a turnoff, ha.
After the gym we went to Jamie's house to wash clothes, shower and then we passed out! That was a great night's sleep. But I am most definitely sore today.
The hard part about today is that I do not know what to eat. Hmm, for Breakfast I has a banana. But now, I really am not sure what I am going to eat for the rest of the day and it is a scary thought. But when I weighed myself I weigh 132!!!!! Ahhhhh geez I have never been above 126 really. And that is just depressing considering a year ago I weighed 118. That was a good weight, but i still felt I needed to lose 5 lbs. My goal is to get to 115. Today, is the start. Go me.
-J.dee