I want and ask too much
I feel like I don't belong here anymore. It isn't that I don't want to be, just that I feel like I don't know the people that I thought I knew. Forgive me if I sound arrogant at all in the post. I feel so different from everyone else. I know we all make mistakes, but i feel like the people around me are making bigger mistakes than I am. I listen to you all talk, and then I listen to other people who have listened to you talk, and nothing matches. Everything is falling apart around me, and there is nothing that I or anyone can do to stop it. I want to skip parts of my life, like songs in a CD that I don't like, and just go straight to the good ones. I want to be an adult. I want to have a family. I want unconditional love from children that I have raised with my wife. I want someone dedicated to me. Adults have always been there for me, at least adults who have children. It seems like they all know what I have said, and they all have told someone close to me that they are thinking about me. I appreciate that. I am done for now.