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Hey...Here is something funny, anyone notice that the thinner you get the fatter you feel!!??!! THe thinner the less confident...
I dont know since I met my bf I am 14 pounds lighter, so I should feel more confident in bed, no I am more conscious, its weird and I hate it...Last time we were together all I could think of was how fat I was...believe me not the best thought to heat up the mood!!
I dont know, I was eating dinner with my family today, and I was thinking as I ate how much I hate the very idea of food, I trully hate it, I hate eating...I hate thinking about it...it is so weird...Then I used to think how awsome and accomplished I felt for jogging 5 miles a day, now that isnt good enough anymore I have to do more (like cardio and stuff over that hour in the morning)...
Its just like no matter what it will all never be good enough!!
I dont know since I met my bf I am 14 pounds lighter, so I should feel more confident in bed, no I am more conscious, its weird and I hate it...Last time we were together all I could think of was how fat I was...believe me not the best thought to heat up the mood!!
I dont know, I was eating dinner with my family today, and I was thinking as I ate how much I hate the very idea of food, I trully hate it, I hate eating...I hate thinking about it...it is so weird...Then I used to think how awsome and accomplished I felt for jogging 5 miles a day, now that isnt good enough anymore I have to do more (like cardio and stuff over that hour in the morning)...
Its just like no matter what it will all never be good enough!!