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So, there’s a chance that my mother’s boyfriend walked out on us, but he doesn’t have the balls to finish the job. He’s hanging on by a thin thread. I haven’t seen him in two months, he doesn’t answer my calls, and the last time I saw him, I gave him $200…I wonder what he did with that. My mother said he was home a couple weeks ago, and every time she asks him if he has gotten paid, he gets so angry. We need his income to pay the bills. If he doesn’t contribute, we lose the house. He claims to not have been paid for quite some time from these ‘jobs’ of his, but he continues to work there. A while ago we had to buy him a new car because the engine in his old one exploded. My mother can’t afford the payment for that car, and she doesn’t know what the license number is or else she would have turned in the car. He won’t give her the number, so he has a brand new car in my mother’s name that he doesn’t have to pay for.
He’s done this before…leaving us with nothing. But I think this time it’s final. I’ll know for sure if he doesn’t show up or even call on his daughter’s birthday. He sure didn’t for mine.
Once, when him and I were at a restaurant, he told me that he doesn’t want to be around people anymore…that he wants to buy a cabin and live in the woods alone. He also told me once that if he won the lottery, he’d give my mother a little bit of money and take off forever. I think he just doesn’t care anymore.
I don’t know what will happen when this comes to be. My mother claims that we can’t afford an apartment. I keep telling her to stop running the daycare because so much money went into that and it’s not paying off. She needs to find a full time job and forget the damn daycare. And our pets…but she won’t give them up. She’d rather go without things then to give our animals to good homes.
Life is grand. I’m not upset though. My mind is too busy thinking about a boy. >_>