The Castle Cancelled
Last night though disappointing was equally as entertaining. The original plan was to go to The Castle, and that continued to stay the plan until Ryan became overly angered at remarks Amber was giving him in the car and drove all the way back after we were half way there. It sucked so bad. Amber was furious, Ryan was venting his anger by laying on his horn to some Cadillac that I'm sure niggers owned, since they were following us with evil intent, until of course Ryan gave it some gas and lost them. It was about 12:40AM when we got back to Amber's house and we were just going to take Amber's car and have fun dancing the night away, BUT big papa Kervahn had to awake and take Amber's keys because she was emotional. So here we are, all dressed up, money already invested in buying alcohol with no chance of following through with out beginning intentions. We weren't just going to let those Sparks slowly lose their cool so we drank and drank and turned out frustration into the perfect time to get out all the grief and confusion that the previous two weeks had given us. The best thing about the conversation was that it wasn't all negative. There were moments of sadness and questioning, but Amber and Linda were able to keep a cheery disposition, though I'm sure the alcohol had an influence on that. Amber and I were curled up in a blanket and kept warm while her mom reflected on her father and how he was a good smaritan. I think it drew everyone closer together. I would give up any day of going to The Castle to enjoy the company of Amber and her mom the way I did last night, and that is the truth. When Linda was driving me home at about 5 in the morning she put on Shania Twain and ask if I knew/liked her music. Little did she know I just happened to go through a country phase in the ninth grade and knew most all of the lyrics. Driving, singing Shania with Amber's mom was nice. She started crying a little and as I got out of the car she put her hand on mine and thanked me for being Amber's friend. It felt great knowing that it meant so much to her that Amber and I are friends.