My own angry/sad/dissapointed post-new years eve

Jan 01, 2005 14:57

About 70% of the time, I prefer the company of my own thoughts to that of people.
My instincts told me to spend new years alone. I should have listened.
Last night only supports my tendency to lean towards seclusion, especially while drinking.
I was in a strange mood. Felt like yelling at anyone and anything just to yell.
Maybe people only need one another because theyre weak. Loneliness is weakness.
Its impossible to be entirely independent in ones own physical emotional and intellectual needs.
I apologize to anyone who experienced my misplaced wrath last night. Thank you Chelsea, you understand me on so many levels.
I wish Id spend last night with someone important. Ive never had anyone treat me as well as he does. I hope I dont fuck this up.
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