...and other cliches?
my head and heart are in a heated battle. sometimes one coaxes the other to sympathize, but then they struggle to the other end eventually too. do i give up the environment i love (and another important factor of the heart) to be with the stability of friends and family in the environment that i hate? do i need chaos in my life to progress? will the comfort of stability cause laziness and passivity? both options require money and planning. money i have little of, planning i have no clear mind to take up just yet. the ghost of christmas future is haunting me. sometimes i feel like i have no home. only a house. where do i begin to reach what end? i guess time will tell, but time is really scary. and the upcoming holidays seem to compress/stretch time into one big black hole.
ill be home for thanksgiving, hopefully ill get to see manny long enough to give him his birthday gift at least. as for christmas? you are all invited to come stay with me and share the spiked eggnog.
on a less severe note, i downloaded an album by one of the members of the group that made it. i hope he isnt pissed at me.
ill be home for thanksgiving, hopefully ill get to see manny long enough to give him his birthday gift at least. as for christmas? you are all invited to come stay with me and share the spiked eggnog.
on a less severe note, i downloaded an album by one of the members of the group that made it. i hope he isnt pissed at me.