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I think I'm finally having some sort of an emotional break down.....I keep expecting things to get better...instead more and more falls apart....
My aunt was keeping Kandyce in San Antonio for me until I got my apartment cleaned up and also because I was gonna start my job again and none of the daycares out here are up and running....so I had nowhere to leave her....well my boss keeps putting off opening our store but they told me I could go work at a different one if I wanted to....which I was planning on doing but instead my aunt decided she wouldn't keep Kandyce for me anymore because she thinks I'm lying about going back to work....so I had to pick her up today....now I have nobody to keep her....which means I can't work.....which means I have NOOOOO money!!! My bills are all past due but I got extentions on most of them til November.....but still....I don't know what to do.....
Adam and I aren't getting along....but that's nothing new....it's just worse than usual now because we are stressed over all that's been going on.....Sometimes I think we really hate each other because of the things we say when we are angry.......and sometimes I think we mean the horrible things we say.
My aunt was keeping Kandyce in San Antonio for me until I got my apartment cleaned up and also because I was gonna start my job again and none of the daycares out here are up and running....so I had nowhere to leave her....well my boss keeps putting off opening our store but they told me I could go work at a different one if I wanted to....which I was planning on doing but instead my aunt decided she wouldn't keep Kandyce for me anymore because she thinks I'm lying about going back to work....so I had to pick her up today....now I have nobody to keep her....which means I can't work.....which means I have NOOOOO money!!! My bills are all past due but I got extentions on most of them til November.....but still....I don't know what to do.....
Adam and I aren't getting along....but that's nothing new....it's just worse than usual now because we are stressed over all that's been going on.....Sometimes I think we really hate each other because of the things we say when we are angry.......and sometimes I think we mean the horrible things we say.