Sep 20, 2005 09:10
It seems as tho I have abandoned my livejournal.....I actually kinda forgot that I had an account....until this morning......But I'm back now.....I've been updating my blog on myspace....and somehow got more wrapped up with it than I expected........
Anyway....not much has changed since my trip to Salt Lake......
My kid went on vacation with my grandmother almost a month ago and I just got her back yesterday. All is well in my world again.....It sucked that I had to drive 12 hours yesterday just to pick Kandyce up and get her back home...but it was all worth it! My grandmother ended up in the emergency room Saturday night because she got really sick.....so that was pretty bad...but she's getting better now.....
Life is somewhat complicated at the moment....I have so much going on within the next month and 1/2....it's crazy!
I am going to see Avenged Sevenfold on Oct 14th.....then I'm going to see NIN on Oct 19th and then I'm going to see Opeth on Oct 21st. I may be heading back to Salt Lake on Oct 1st....but we still aren't 100% sure yet....I don't really care to go back...well I mean I do wanna go back.....but I don't really talk to anyone there anymore except Ricky and Russell.....and on rare occassions...Cody, so I dunno.
I'm still single....and I actually don't mind it for once....I started to get pretty lonely......but somehow I pulled out of that. I found someone I am into.....but I don't know where it's going....if anywhere. I'm terrified of getting hurt.....so we agreed to take things slow.......he's really hot....I like his mind....but he doesn't communicate well.....I keep thinking he is losing interest in me...and maybe he is.....but I don't know and I don't think I ever really will know......only time will tell.
I'm still kinda broken up over Tres and Russell.....which is fucking crazy! Tres and I happened over a year ago and he hasn't talked to me at all in about 9 months.....and Russell and I happened in March.....and he hasn't really said much to me since I left Salt Lake in July. He may come out here to go see Opeth with me....but I don't really know yet.....it would be kinda awkward.
So I'm rambling...I have nothing interesting to say as usual...hehe....so perhaps some other time :)